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I am tired of being a slave... even if my chain is a noce paycheck and my cell is a 4 bedroom house. I must do something about this. Continued servitude and devotion to making my employer rich is just not going to work out for me in the long run. If I am going to make someone rich it should be myself dammit! I've been down an out for the past few years. My self-esteem has been trampled... removed entirely more like... and now slowly reconstructed. My drive to do something bigger has returned and now I only need to let myself open my eyes wide enough to see what problem I can solve and use to build something that worthwile and mine. I can't afford to quit work and wander the earth seeking this so I'll just have to do what I can in my spare time. Creating the spare time to figure this out will be key. I have a lot of learning to do. Whatever thing I come up with will undoubtedly require an entire set of skills and knowledge that I do not yet possess. No problem... I can learn anything I need to in order too accomplish my goals. I am a young 35 year old man who refuses to be held down by the world. I just need to pay attention and use my mind to see how I can use what is there to make something.
I have wasted too many years already.... Time to get cracking.
I have wasted too many years already.... Time to get cracking.