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im bored as fuk and im at school but atlest this will be my last day until the 14th cuz i am switching to night classes cuz i got a job thank the lord, now i dont feel like such a piece of shit,i make 100 from tito every month and now i am getting paid 5.15 an hr for like 4*3=12 + 5= 17+4=21 hrs a week maybe 5.15 21 515 10300 108.15 so ill be bringing in a lil cash im not sure how much its not easy calculating on the computer but anyway atleast i will have money now. so now wut? i have nothing to talk about.im just tired and after school i have to go out to my granis and weed-eat, and clean her stove and then i have to go get frank at like 345 and then go take a shower and head to me dads but before i do that i have to remember to stop by ric's cuz its his birthday today and i need to see where the party is goin to be,its friday night, so im gona get shit faced and higher than i did the night before hehehe.......but my dad and tracie are cooking again for us so were are gona go out there and chill it was cool last friday so it should be cool again today. Man ive been missing a lot of ppl, like my mom and my brother and Eric(Ric's bro)fukin bastards i havent even heard from eric since he left i just hope he is doing ok, i talk to my moms all the time but i havent called her in like a week and my brother, that bitch just barely called me last week i have a new nephew and shit and he just now pix up the god damn phone, PUNK! oh well atleast he called. damn, me and my bro, i cant believe we arent together everyday anymore it soooooo sux cock, we are so close almost the same person but hes a dude and i am a chick and hes also 5 yrs older than me but i miss him hes always fukin right there on the same damn page as me USUALLY i kno im a whole lot more immature than he is but idk i guess its true that u dont kno how much u love someone until they are gone, i wish i could cry. i do cry but cant right now.i hope that everyone i care about knows how much i care and how much i love them, the ppl i see everyday and the ppl that are so far away and it seems like i will never see them again i hope i get to before the end cuz when it all comes down i have to admitt im not always around and i wanna be there, i have to be there.