depresion is exciting

[theoneleftalone]

I wish I had the words to say
I think about you everyday
And I wish I could tell you anything
Because I’d tell you that you’re my everything
But you don’t even know

I wish you could have felt the same
We would have been happy
I’d never bring you pain
But you don’t
And I just want you to know
I could be more
Than anyone else
I just never got the chance

So I’m writing this to you
Because i don’t know what to do
And I’m scared
I’m scared of loving you
Because you don’t
You don’t love me too

I’m tired of living an empty life
Of faking smiles and hiding strife
I just wanted to let you know
Before I finally go

I always loved you