Horrible horrible dream
So I've been having a lot of visually graphic horrible dreams lately (started sometime over the summer). I guess you would call them nightmares. The end result is that I wake up crying and freaked out. The difference between the one I had last night and the rest of them was instead of a family member dying in a horrible grusome way, I got to see animals die slowly while in pain.
I started writing out this dream, and I got the part with the horse written down and then I realized that I didn't want to write about the dog. Having a dog slowly dying in your arms and being able to feel their heat and their softness as they pant and their eyes glaze over while you know that it is your fault for not getting them to the vet the instant you realized they were injured is something I don't really want to hold onto. So I deleted the part about the horse, because really, I don't want to remember the details of that either. I got to see a horse I know get freakin impaled and watch her slowly die.
You know a dream is horrible when you don't even want to write down the details so you remember it. The tornados did not make up for the horror.
I started writing out this dream, and I got the part with the horse written down and then I realized that I didn't want to write about the dog. Having a dog slowly dying in your arms and being able to feel their heat and their softness as they pant and their eyes glaze over while you know that it is your fault for not getting them to the vet the instant you realized they were injured is something I don't really want to hold onto. So I deleted the part about the horse, because really, I don't want to remember the details of that either. I got to see a horse I know get freakin impaled and watch her slowly die.
You know a dream is horrible when you don't even want to write down the details so you remember it. The tornados did not make up for the horror.