oh lordy
Look out world... I'm coming after you.
Beware!
So tomorrow I will be facing challenges that I would have never thought would happen.... EVER!! I'm scared... I am sooo scared. I wish I didn't let myself get like this... but thanks to Amanda (you're the best!), I am feeling more comfortable going into this. I love you nig and I'll keep you updated... no worries. As for now, I choose what is best for me and just focus on me. Now is my chance to be selfish without pissing people off.
Now is my chance... And I know I have to take it.