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okay, so it's be forever since i've updated last. i forgot about this thing to tell you the truth. so much has happened in the last month. i've become better friends with people, lost a friend who i definitely miss, TURNED 16! and a lot more. my parents are gone for the week, and i don't miss them at all. exams are today and tomorrow {{i'm suppose to be studying right now. ha.}} hopefully i wont fail. that would suck. i have to get a new schedule. which means different classes, pretty excited about that. ummm i dont know.
to that friend that i lost, i hope read this: you and i had everything going for eachother. i realized that i messed everything up. it's my fault that we're in the situation we are now. seriously. it ends up like this everytime, which leads to us not talking, you not even looking at me. maybe just a "hi" in the hallway. seriously, i want to talk to you and tell you that i'm sorry for what i did and it was really stupid of me. the little things that i did to piss you off. i really never realized that they would push you away as much as they did. i figured you would always come back, and things would be the same. just like how they were before. but i was wrong. i'd call you, but im to scared to even think of what you could possibly say to me, and i don't want to risk it. If i find the chance to talk to you i will. until then, i guess we'll just have to be this way. unless you can forgive me, cuz really didnt mean anything by what i did.
i'm sorry.