Entries in this journal are not so much meant to be read as they are for personal growth on my part. You are welcome to read them if you'd like, but are, in no way, obligated or expected to.
I think it's really easy to make a conscious decision that something is wrong and shouldn't be done and yet in a moment of weakness do it anyway. It's human nature. Not that that makes it acceptable... just easy. Doing the right thing is often the hardest in life. I know from personal experience. I've never personally struggled with the same addiction as you, but I have my own personal demons to fight. I don't know if that makes you feel less alone or not. It's good that you are talking about it through whatever format. LJ is a step at least and I admire you for taking that step. I value my secrets. In fact, I've kind of built my life around them. I admit that isn't healthy and a part of me really wants people to get to know the real me, but a stronger part is too scared to let them. Anway, sorry, I have a habit of making everything about myself.... I guess all of that to say that if you ever need to talk I am always here to listen or if you ever need anything....
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anonymous
January 17 2011, 10:16:02 UTC
This is the coolest website and stories that i have ever read…its useful for me as im a lecturer and always motivate my students with these publised stories…thank you …and waiting for plenty more…
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I guess all of that to say that if you ever need to talk I am always here to listen or if you ever need anything....
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