Apr 06, 2008 00:19
seems like everytime i get on here, its always bitching about her.are we meant to be together? maybe maybe not.but who knows, we are still trying and this weigh is tilting to one side or the other, dont know which side but in the end (if there is one) we will find out.
But i am never one to keep emotions built up on the contriary. im a open book and if you need to know then you will. i will never "friends only" this journal. i will leave my life or lack there of open to those that chose to find me.
i dont speak in riddles only when i want to. im never honest to myself. and my journal has been through alot. its seen the ups, the downs. the hells and the heavens.
not even the "ones" who use to read my journal do. i remember a comment the wretched wrote to me a while back, its said something along the lines of "dude you need more friends, im the only one that comments you" ehh, now look. now its just hatefull things from mew...
mew...oh the good times.. nay the bad times. how much we were in love in the beginning. were are we now? not waterering a dead flower i hope. maybe these are hard times and the future hold awesome times for us. all we do is work and drink and spend alot of money. but if there is awesome times i will wait for it at long as you follow with me.<----loves:)
ill try as long as you try with me, for me and for yourself.
im longing to get out of this house but havent placed a foot forward to getting anywhere. what money? i want a place with her. no war ever between us. only people i trust aloud to step in the realm of the omega's mind. his home. his pet's being key key annie (and yes you are mine) and my cat/dog slash fish.
well anyways, Andrea, im not "privating up" my journal, this is public but no one knows this exists anymore. if nothing goes wrong then i wont have to make my journal bleed anymore with my anger. hey, so far soo good right? i like to think soo. golly jee willercurs, i love you, in love with you. this is me, want honesty? HUH?
1. i never said or say i love you to anyone unless i meant it
2. my cold body? i sleep with the windows open DUH
3. i wear your ring cuz it shows im taken FOR SURE
4. i drink cuz im half irish (or cuz you are fun to be around)
5. your all i have, sorry if i want you to only have me and no one else
6. we need to get out more, so grasshop your ass and buy me a pitcher (ur turn)
well your pulling up into the drive way now. more tuesday. i love you. dont hate me