Nov 09, 2005 17:48
I am entirely to effected by various sorts of media. I watched "what dreams may come" for the first time in a number of years. It is a very strong movie (to me) demonstrateing how powerful love can be. Allowing those possesing it to break all the boundries of life here and beyond. Once upon a life I felt such a strong wonderful and powerful connection to a person I saw to be my one. An individual with a selfish and malicious purpose in life drove a wedge between us for his own amusement. This act was then rewarded by him somehow earning the love of the one he engineered the lose of.
Point you say? There is one.....while I am over that situation atleast to the point were my movement forward in life is no longer effected by it. I am left at a lose in that I make such a huge impression on those who are my friends and yet make no real impression on anyone for anything beyond that. I hear so many damn times people declaring that they want someone exactly of my personality type.....but no....never me.
After my accident in Canada I made a decision to tell someone exactly how I feel about them, I was not even aware of this issue in my own mind until a month and a half ago. I have not said anything as of yet, not for fear that the feeling will not be returned, more due to the level of immaturity I have encountered in the last month or so....or found out about for that matter. After all, calling someone means one is love sick for them, right?......just imagine if someone I actually did care for got more than a phone call.
People want honesty and yet they run from it...oh, your coming on to strong....honesty without an attempt to force said honesty is not coming on to strong only BEING HONEST. WHy is this a bad thing.
Rant, rant, rant...it's pointless, not a soul cares....