"Welcome Back"
~Its 3:00 in the morning and i gotta get up in 3 hours to leave for Montana. My sister is moving out there to live with her boyfriend and she decided that i would drive out there with her. It will be a great thing for me to do tho. I miss my sister and I need to get out of MD. Everybody is being stupid.
-I keep running into people i used to be best friends with, but now it is akward when i see them.
-OK, I am going to rant about some of the drama in my life and i know that everyone is going to be able to read this, but isnt that what livejournal is all about? And dont worry, i wont use names.
-I dont understand why when i call him he pretends that everything is ok and that she is cool with everything. But then why when the only time i will ever be able to meet her does he run away from me. He actually tries to sneak out of the store to avoid me. Its kinda funny tho cause i was talking to my sister earlier today about him and her and she was like "when i met her she looked just like you, except with longer hair and not as pretty" (*like a good sister would say*) and so when i was at the store with my sis i saw this girl walking down the isle and i knew it was her just from the short description that my sister gave me. I thought it was pretty funny.
-It sucks tho how I spent so much time and love and was so devoted to him and into making things better. I tried to help so much but instead i got so much shit. I cant believe that he was so scared that i would cheat on him that he actually went and cheated on me with some1 that i thought was my friend but is actually a nasty fat ho. I know that was awhile ago but It sucks how that i lost all the friends i had because they would rather be friends with him. I used to be so close with the crew and hang out with them all the time and it hurts now to hear that he is taking her to the shows and pot luck diners. Why does she get to go to Berkeley Springs when he would only take me to the mexican restaurant in College Park. He did take me out to diner at a nice Italian restaurant once but that was after how long and how many times i begged and cried for him to take me out.
-I hate this. All i want is to be his friend and for him to care about me as much as i care about him. Does he remeber the beach and the love we had for each other?
There is so much more to be said but ill stop there for now.
**Thank you Andrew for coming over and being my friend**
-I keep running into people i used to be best friends with, but now it is akward when i see them.
-OK, I am going to rant about some of the drama in my life and i know that everyone is going to be able to read this, but isnt that what livejournal is all about? And dont worry, i wont use names.
-I dont understand why when i call him he pretends that everything is ok and that she is cool with everything. But then why when the only time i will ever be able to meet her does he run away from me. He actually tries to sneak out of the store to avoid me. Its kinda funny tho cause i was talking to my sister earlier today about him and her and she was like "when i met her she looked just like you, except with longer hair and not as pretty" (*like a good sister would say*) and so when i was at the store with my sis i saw this girl walking down the isle and i knew it was her just from the short description that my sister gave me. I thought it was pretty funny.
-It sucks tho how I spent so much time and love and was so devoted to him and into making things better. I tried to help so much but instead i got so much shit. I cant believe that he was so scared that i would cheat on him that he actually went and cheated on me with some1 that i thought was my friend but is actually a nasty fat ho. I know that was awhile ago but It sucks how that i lost all the friends i had because they would rather be friends with him. I used to be so close with the crew and hang out with them all the time and it hurts now to hear that he is taking her to the shows and pot luck diners. Why does she get to go to Berkeley Springs when he would only take me to the mexican restaurant in College Park. He did take me out to diner at a nice Italian restaurant once but that was after how long and how many times i begged and cried for him to take me out.
-I hate this. All i want is to be his friend and for him to care about me as much as i care about him. Does he remeber the beach and the love we had for each other?
There is so much more to be said but ill stop there for now.
**Thank you Andrew for coming over and being my friend**