This amazes me, moves me, and fascinates me. [Acquired here:
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Philip_K._Dick ]
Dick and his visions
In his youth, around the age of thirteen, Dick had a recurring
dream for a number of weeks. He dreamt that he was in a bookstore, trying to find an issue of
Astounding Magazine. This issue, when he found it, would contain a story called "The Empire Never Ended", which would reveal to him the secrets of the universe. As the dream repeated, the pile of magazines through which he was searching got smaller and smaller, but he never reached the bottom of it. Eventually, he became anxious that discovering the magazine would drive him mad (like the
Lovecraftian Necronomicon, promising
insanity to its readers). Shortly thereafter, the dreams stopped. They never returned, but the phrase "The Empire Never Ended" would appear in his later works.
On
20 February 1974 he was recovering from the effects of
sodium pentothal administered after the extraction of an impacted
wisdom tooth. Answering the door to receive a delivery of additional painkillers, he noticed the woman delivering the package was wearing a
pendant with what he called the "
vesicle pisces". (He probably was referring to the intersecting arcs of the
vesica piscis.) After her departure, Dick began experiencing strange visions. Although this may have initially been attributed to the painkillers, after weeks of these visions, such a rationale becomes less probable. Throughout February and March of 1974 he received a series of visions which he collectively referred to as 2-3-74, shorthand for February/March of 1974. He described his initial visions as
laser beams and
geometric patterns, and occasionally brief pictures of
Jesus and
ancient Rome, which he would glimpse periodically. As the pictures increased in length and frequency, Dick claimed that he began to live a double life, one as himself and one as Thomas, a
Christian persecuted by Romans in the 1st century A.D. Despite his current and past
drug use, Dick accepted these visions as reality, believing that he had been contacted by a god-entity of some kind, which he referred to as Zebra,
God, and most often
VALIS.
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