Aug 14, 2005 16:26
I've been dating a lady named Chrissy Drazkowski for a little over 3 months now and she's by far the most compatible girl i've ever been with. she was not originally a person i thought i would date because i was so used to dating stuck up girls that acted like they were in a sorority. but it turns out chrissy is perfect for me. she's everything i could ask for in a girl. she makes me laugh, unlike other relationships when i've had to make both of us laugh. she's hot as funk. standard. she dresses outmazingly. she cares about me and frequently makes successful attempts to make me smile. she doesn't know, however, that doing nothing and simply being present, makes me smile. i haven't felt this happy as a result of another person in a long time. i also don't think i've had this much faith in someone either. i sense a strong and long long long lasting (perhaps even everlasting) relationship together simply because of how happy we are, simply being near each other. we need not being doing things to keep our interest. we've recently discovered that i like kissing her cheekbone so much because it puffs up from her smiling when i kiss her. there have been too many "coincidences" that have happened to us that don't happen to normal people, but only occur in movies. sounds sappy, but the one and a half people who read this can eat poo if you want to make fun of me. poopmouth. i sometimes become jokingly jealous and sometimes seriously jealous boyfriend because of how amazing i believe this girl to be, i know plenty of other males desire her. i dont ever want to miss out on my chance, so i get paranoid sometimes only because i want to do everything right for her so that i know she has no reason to leave me. as humble as she is about her desirablity, popularity and all around physical and emotional attractiveness that makes her, i as well as everyone else who knows her, knows that she is an amazing, unique, driven, prioritized, focused and caring person. she worries about her future, when i have no doubt in her. she has set standards for herself most can only imagine. she is way ahead of where she SHOULD be for her age. she's accomplished things many adults have difficulty attempting. she's oblivious to the fact that girls can only wish to be her. and guys can only wish to be WITH her. i, fortunately, have had the chance to actualy be with her, and i have to say that this has been three of the most blissfully amazing months of my life. and i have her, solely, to thank for it.