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I stole this from Max. I needed to update my livejournal with something, and since my life is completely uneventful, here's a test thingy.
For starters...
I don't care about your name, so let's skip that, ok?: It's Melanie. Bite me.
Instead, what's the best thing anyone has ever called you?: Open-minded.
How old do you feel?: Maybe 17. I'm a teensy bit more mature than the average teenager my age, but there's plenty of stuff I don't know.
How old do you look?: 12. I have an issue with height.
How tall is your best friend?: Uhhh...I don't know, I don't usually measure my friends.
What color hair did your 5th grade teacher have?: Red.
What color are your father's eyes?: Brown.
Where do you wish you lived?: California. I love where I live.
A bit deeper now...
Do you remember your dreams?: Yeah, sometimes I'll have some weird dream and I can remember it nearly vividly, but it's pretty rare that I remember it after the first few minutes of waking up.
If so, tell me the one that disturbed you the most: Well, actually, I dreamt that I knew I was dreaming, but there was this ghost that snatched everyone's souls and made them die, so I blinked twiced and I would wake up, blink twice and go to sleep. It was weird.
How about the one that made you feel really good?: Well, it didnt make me feel great, but it made me crack up afterwards when i realized what I did. I was dreaming my dad was being a total jerk, so when he came to wake me up that morning I punched him.
When you were a child, did you have very vivid nightmares?: Yes, very.
If so, do you remember them even now?: Yep, in fact one that I had I was put in some kind of colisseum and I was looking at me and someone else being chased by a freaky beast thing and I had to kill it. This usually implies I've been playing video games too much.
Were you ever betrayed by someone you trusted implicitly?: Not really. If it's someone I trust that much, I figure they told for a good reason. Plus I don't really trust anyone besides my mother, who hasn't blabbed anything to my knowledge.
What do you do when you're home alone?: I'm usually not home alone. I have a severe phobia of silence and being alone.
What do you think about when you are trying to fall asleep at night?: Anything I forgot to put in my backpack.
Do you fall asleep easily? It depends on what I ate or drank that day. If I had cocoa before bed, I'll be awake for at least half an hour.
Who is the one person you could never forget?: My cousin Hina who died when I was only about 5. I'll never be able to recall memories of her, and I'm sad I was never able to know what she's like.
Who do you trust the most?: My mother.
Tell me your secrets...
Are there things that you've never told another human being?: Of course. I don't bore people with my life story.
If so, have you ever even written them down?: Sometimes. I want to remember stuff when I'm older.
Have you ever been deeply hurt by a friend?: Well, after 7th grade started, every friend I made in 6th grade kinda went into a new group, and it hurt me a lot.
If so, have you ever *really* forgiven them?: Of course. Looking back on it, it wasn't preventable.
Are you a virgin?: Mmhmm.
How do you feel about that?: Great. I'm proud that I didn't lose it to some other horny teen who I'll never see again after I get out of high school.
Is there anything that you really regret doing?: Plenty of things.
How about *not* doing?: Of course.
We're really deep now...
What frightens you the most in the whole world?: My mom dying.
Have you ever contemplated suicide?: Everyone has.
Have you ever tried to commit it?: Nah. I realized that I'd only be hurting people who at the time I didn't realize loved me. Suicide is selfish.
Would you donate an organ to your best friend?: I probably wouldn't, because there'd be plenty of other people, and I'm scared shitless of surgery.
What if it meant you'd die, but they would die without it?: No, because then they'd probably never forgive themselves and that would suck.
What is the worst thing that ever happened to you?: My cat died in 4th grade.
Are you afraid of death?: A little. I don't know what happens after. I'm mostly afraid of HOW I die.
What do you think happens afterwards?: For all I know, we could wake up and it turns out I was in a cryogenic chamber thingy, and I was dreaming this whole time while they ran tests on me. I have no idea whatsoever. I do, however, partially believe in in afterlife. Or a rebirth.
Are you a religious person?: Somewhat.
What *do* you believe?: I believe in a medley of Christianity, Hinduism, and Buddhism.
What are you passionate about?: Uhhh...feminism? Video games?
Do you carry a lot of guilt?: Depends, I guess.
Would you carry a gun?: No. I don't think I could ever shoot someone. I would, however, carry a bat.
Do you have a lot of anger?: Only when something provokes me.
Have you ever thought you were going crazy?: Not really. Just sometimes I tend to think very abstract...ly.
Have you ever thought that maybe you ARE?: Yeah, it kinda scares me that i could be crazy and I've just never noticed it.
Do you believe in coincidences?: ...Um...duh?
Why?: Because coicidences happen.
How did you like this survey?: Well, you were kind of rude about asking my name at the start. Bitch.
For starters...
I don't care about your name, so let's skip that, ok?: It's Melanie. Bite me.
Instead, what's the best thing anyone has ever called you?: Open-minded.
How old do you feel?: Maybe 17. I'm a teensy bit more mature than the average teenager my age, but there's plenty of stuff I don't know.
How old do you look?: 12. I have an issue with height.
How tall is your best friend?: Uhhh...I don't know, I don't usually measure my friends.
What color hair did your 5th grade teacher have?: Red.
What color are your father's eyes?: Brown.
Where do you wish you lived?: California. I love where I live.
A bit deeper now...
Do you remember your dreams?: Yeah, sometimes I'll have some weird dream and I can remember it nearly vividly, but it's pretty rare that I remember it after the first few minutes of waking up.
If so, tell me the one that disturbed you the most: Well, actually, I dreamt that I knew I was dreaming, but there was this ghost that snatched everyone's souls and made them die, so I blinked twiced and I would wake up, blink twice and go to sleep. It was weird.
How about the one that made you feel really good?: Well, it didnt make me feel great, but it made me crack up afterwards when i realized what I did. I was dreaming my dad was being a total jerk, so when he came to wake me up that morning I punched him.
When you were a child, did you have very vivid nightmares?: Yes, very.
If so, do you remember them even now?: Yep, in fact one that I had I was put in some kind of colisseum and I was looking at me and someone else being chased by a freaky beast thing and I had to kill it. This usually implies I've been playing video games too much.
Were you ever betrayed by someone you trusted implicitly?: Not really. If it's someone I trust that much, I figure they told for a good reason. Plus I don't really trust anyone besides my mother, who hasn't blabbed anything to my knowledge.
What do you do when you're home alone?: I'm usually not home alone. I have a severe phobia of silence and being alone.
What do you think about when you are trying to fall asleep at night?: Anything I forgot to put in my backpack.
Do you fall asleep easily? It depends on what I ate or drank that day. If I had cocoa before bed, I'll be awake for at least half an hour.
Who is the one person you could never forget?: My cousin Hina who died when I was only about 5. I'll never be able to recall memories of her, and I'm sad I was never able to know what she's like.
Who do you trust the most?: My mother.
Tell me your secrets...
Are there things that you've never told another human being?: Of course. I don't bore people with my life story.
If so, have you ever even written them down?: Sometimes. I want to remember stuff when I'm older.
Have you ever been deeply hurt by a friend?: Well, after 7th grade started, every friend I made in 6th grade kinda went into a new group, and it hurt me a lot.
If so, have you ever *really* forgiven them?: Of course. Looking back on it, it wasn't preventable.
Are you a virgin?: Mmhmm.
How do you feel about that?: Great. I'm proud that I didn't lose it to some other horny teen who I'll never see again after I get out of high school.
Is there anything that you really regret doing?: Plenty of things.
How about *not* doing?: Of course.
We're really deep now...
What frightens you the most in the whole world?: My mom dying.
Have you ever contemplated suicide?: Everyone has.
Have you ever tried to commit it?: Nah. I realized that I'd only be hurting people who at the time I didn't realize loved me. Suicide is selfish.
Would you donate an organ to your best friend?: I probably wouldn't, because there'd be plenty of other people, and I'm scared shitless of surgery.
What if it meant you'd die, but they would die without it?: No, because then they'd probably never forgive themselves and that would suck.
What is the worst thing that ever happened to you?: My cat died in 4th grade.
Are you afraid of death?: A little. I don't know what happens after. I'm mostly afraid of HOW I die.
What do you think happens afterwards?: For all I know, we could wake up and it turns out I was in a cryogenic chamber thingy, and I was dreaming this whole time while they ran tests on me. I have no idea whatsoever. I do, however, partially believe in in afterlife. Or a rebirth.
Are you a religious person?: Somewhat.
What *do* you believe?: I believe in a medley of Christianity, Hinduism, and Buddhism.
What are you passionate about?: Uhhh...feminism? Video games?
Do you carry a lot of guilt?: Depends, I guess.
Would you carry a gun?: No. I don't think I could ever shoot someone. I would, however, carry a bat.
Do you have a lot of anger?: Only when something provokes me.
Have you ever thought you were going crazy?: Not really. Just sometimes I tend to think very abstract...ly.
Have you ever thought that maybe you ARE?: Yeah, it kinda scares me that i could be crazy and I've just never noticed it.
Do you believe in coincidences?: ...Um...duh?
Why?: Because coicidences happen.
How did you like this survey?: Well, you were kind of rude about asking my name at the start. Bitch.