Oct 18, 2005 20:40
Today wasnt a bad day. Stayed after school for some Math review with my teacher and "bumped" into an old friend. Got to spend some good "quality time" with him...anyway...
That was productive. I get home and as I plan on going to the barn, I am informed that I will be going out to dinner with Alexandra and Rick! It was real good! My dad was schedualed to come with us but he had some tests done today and was very sore [which was COMPLETELY understandable]! But anyway, I was late to dinner [not good because Rick is ALWAYS early...then again he goes 90 on the highway but Im sure you would too if you were Rick and had his cars...ridiculous...any hoo!!!] I get to the restaurant and there he is outside pacing waiting for me on the phone with my dad! I come home and find out from my dad that he was worried about me! I just love him! So Alexandra sat at a table by ourselves [Rcik wanted us to have our alone time to talk] and it was so great getting to see them both! It was fun but I am soooo full! When I was leaving Rick gave me a big hug and said "I love you!" And not in a joking way. Coming from Rick, you dont have any idea how great that feels. He never tells people when he loves them, so it meant so much to me!!! And it felt so good to hear it, and to KNOW that someone meant it. I can't explain.
I am changing my screen name. Its gonna be French, and yes, you can all spell it. Its "etoile de la nuit". with some numbers at the end. It means star of the night. I LOVE stars and French so it all works out well!
I dont like eating junk food anymore. Well, I dont like it as much as I used to. I dont think that its worth it. There fore, I am saying that I dont want to gain anymore weight. Not necessary. NO I know I am not fat, or over weight, but Im not in shape and I dont like that.
This weekend I go up north and Im starting to look forward to it. I am going to miss some people but I think that a vacation will be really really good for me. Especially to Petoskey. Its one of my favorite places so I'd say that it will be good. Nice time to relfect and write. I love writing! So it should be real good.
Well I have a stomach ache so I think I am going to get going. Love you guys, xoxo