Nov 06, 2020 01:25
[locked from every one]
"One thing that I don't want anyone to know..." She looked down at her sleeping son who was in his crib, "That I actually am afraid that I am going to screw up this kid's life. He's probably the one perfect thing that I have ever done in my life. I don't want to make his life a living hell. I know this place isn't exactly the best place to raise a kid, but we're working on making it better. More like the old world."
"But how can I be a good mother? I am a warrior, a fighter. Someone who thinks with her fists and gun first. I want to teach my son that he can be more than what I am. I am afraid that I won't be what he needs in this life. I am afraid that I didn't make the right decision. But I won't give him up for anything."
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