Sick and tired of this world...
Tonight my friend Sam came over. I don't see her that often, but we've known each other since we were babies, so each time we see each other, we talk like it hasn't been a long time at all which is awesome. Tonight we talked for two hours about the stuff we used to play when were in preschool. It was so funny and we were laughing so hard.
After she left, I really got to missing being a little kid, as pathetic as that sounds. Seriously, I could do with a vacation from being a teenager... go back to the good ol' days when i could occupy myself for hours with just a stuffed animal, go back to the days when "playing" actually meant playing and not something dirty, when it didn't matter who was going out with who, or if so and so liked you or not, or if you got invited to so and so's party.
I guess I wouldn't ever actually want to go back to being a little kid... im just fed up with the stuff i worry about every day.
It all seems so pointless compared to how you used to live your life, when you didn't know such things existed and if you did know, you didn't care.
After she left, I really got to missing being a little kid, as pathetic as that sounds. Seriously, I could do with a vacation from being a teenager... go back to the good ol' days when i could occupy myself for hours with just a stuffed animal, go back to the days when "playing" actually meant playing and not something dirty, when it didn't matter who was going out with who, or if so and so liked you or not, or if you got invited to so and so's party.
I guess I wouldn't ever actually want to go back to being a little kid... im just fed up with the stuff i worry about every day.
It all seems so pointless compared to how you used to live your life, when you didn't know such things existed and if you did know, you didn't care.