Must ... Escape!
I need to get the fuck out of Pittsburgh. I can't stand being here anymore. Everyone is finding someone to love ... or at least simulate it with ... or has someone lined up ... and here I sit, in my apartment, listening to a fucking British Lesbian Transvestite crack jokes.
Rachael was gonna come over and watch "Rules of Attraction" with me, but got a call/visit from Sunny. Ken's home, and when he's here, he's shtuping someone. BLAH.
I need a clean break and fresh start.
Work is miserable. They fucked up my pay--AGAIN. I think I bounced my rent check because of it. I hate life. And my brain is six ways of fucked up because I've been self medicating for three weeks now with booze and pot and prescription meds.
Bitch bitch bitch.
I'll shut up now.
Rachael was gonna come over and watch "Rules of Attraction" with me, but got a call/visit from Sunny. Ken's home, and when he's here, he's shtuping someone. BLAH.
I need a clean break and fresh start.
Work is miserable. They fucked up my pay--AGAIN. I think I bounced my rent check because of it. I hate life. And my brain is six ways of fucked up because I've been self medicating for three weeks now with booze and pot and prescription meds.
Bitch bitch bitch.
I'll shut up now.