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I love it here. I really feel like I'm home. When things get tough it sucks, there's no way to get away from anything when you're stuck around any and everyone it involves. But things work out. I had a rough night last night, so I went out at like 11 and fell asleep in the lawn in front of my building looking at the stars. I felt so much better after that nap.
It's the little things that make me so happy. Hugs, laughs, looks and smiles that mean more than meets the eye. I had an amazing weekend with Jill. She broke up with her boyfriend Drew, and I think they are still broken up. I felt bad that they broke up, but that didn't stop me from enjoying my time with her. And she enjoyed herself too.
Friday she and I spent the afternoon and the mall and then this sweet Ice Cream place. It was a lot of fun. I got to tell her how hot she was in all the outfits she tried on, so I definitely enjoyed myself. That night she was going to stay at Drew's place (even though they broke up) to give her roomate the room alone with her boyfriend. I told Jill if she ever needs anything, a place to stay or anything that she can always call me. So around 10:30 I get a call that she wants to stay at my place. As I hoped, Drew managed to screw up something simple, and she wanted to spend the night with me.
Now let me ask you something. They just broke up, but she's going to spend the night with him. That's a chance to win her back. So what does Drew do? He rents a horror movie, which Jill absolutely hates. She can't watch them, they terrify her. Drew knows this. She stayed there for 15 minutes then came to my place. We had a couple beers, ordered some food, laughed all night then went to bed. I slept on the floor and she took the bed.
In the morning she woke me up, and asked if I wanted to get in bed. So I hop in and we just lay there. I shut my eyes, since the floor wasn't too comfy I didn't get much sleep. Totally worth it. So my eyes are closed, and then I'm like "You're awake aren't you?" So we just lay there and talked. I made her laugh, and we joked around like we used to. She would stretch and like smother me taking up the bed. Then she asked for a massage. She loves my massages, so of course I gave her one. It was amazing. That's about all I can say. Nothing happened, but yea, it was amazing.
I think there may be a chance of us getting back together, but I honestly don't know. I don't want to push anything, I like to let her decide what makes her happy. Plus, she and I have to very big weekends in October together, so I can't let things get rough before then. I'm taking her to my house and Broadway the weekend of the 7th, and then two weeks later she and I are going to Canada together!!! Other people may be joining, but I hope it's just the two of us. I love her, I'd do anything to make her happy. Right now, it looks like I may be making her happy.
I miss you all. Wish me luck.
It's the little things that make me so happy. Hugs, laughs, looks and smiles that mean more than meets the eye. I had an amazing weekend with Jill. She broke up with her boyfriend Drew, and I think they are still broken up. I felt bad that they broke up, but that didn't stop me from enjoying my time with her. And she enjoyed herself too.
Friday she and I spent the afternoon and the mall and then this sweet Ice Cream place. It was a lot of fun. I got to tell her how hot she was in all the outfits she tried on, so I definitely enjoyed myself. That night she was going to stay at Drew's place (even though they broke up) to give her roomate the room alone with her boyfriend. I told Jill if she ever needs anything, a place to stay or anything that she can always call me. So around 10:30 I get a call that she wants to stay at my place. As I hoped, Drew managed to screw up something simple, and she wanted to spend the night with me.
Now let me ask you something. They just broke up, but she's going to spend the night with him. That's a chance to win her back. So what does Drew do? He rents a horror movie, which Jill absolutely hates. She can't watch them, they terrify her. Drew knows this. She stayed there for 15 minutes then came to my place. We had a couple beers, ordered some food, laughed all night then went to bed. I slept on the floor and she took the bed.
In the morning she woke me up, and asked if I wanted to get in bed. So I hop in and we just lay there. I shut my eyes, since the floor wasn't too comfy I didn't get much sleep. Totally worth it. So my eyes are closed, and then I'm like "You're awake aren't you?" So we just lay there and talked. I made her laugh, and we joked around like we used to. She would stretch and like smother me taking up the bed. Then she asked for a massage. She loves my massages, so of course I gave her one. It was amazing. That's about all I can say. Nothing happened, but yea, it was amazing.
I think there may be a chance of us getting back together, but I honestly don't know. I don't want to push anything, I like to let her decide what makes her happy. Plus, she and I have to very big weekends in October together, so I can't let things get rough before then. I'm taking her to my house and Broadway the weekend of the 7th, and then two weeks later she and I are going to Canada together!!! Other people may be joining, but I hope it's just the two of us. I love her, I'd do anything to make her happy. Right now, it looks like I may be making her happy.
I miss you all. Wish me luck.