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everyday is better than the last, lately. i am going back to normal in terms of eating, sleep, and exercise. and i am happy most of the time. i am figuring stuff out. i am being more outgoing.
sometimes, like now, i spend too much time in my own head. and i think about how noelle told me that she doesn't love me anymore, and my heart aches. and i think about tom robbins, and making love stay, and how sometimes people just outgrow eachother and how it is no one's fault sometimes, and how it's a harsh fact of life that all of us are in denial of. and after some time, i am okay again.
each day is better than the last.
i have hope.
sometimes, like now, i spend too much time in my own head. and i think about how noelle told me that she doesn't love me anymore, and my heart aches. and i think about tom robbins, and making love stay, and how sometimes people just outgrow eachother and how it is no one's fault sometimes, and how it's a harsh fact of life that all of us are in denial of. and after some time, i am okay again.
each day is better than the last.
i have hope.