Apr 23, 2007 21:12
Ever have one of those moments where everything inside of you grinds to a screeching halt and you feel something deep inside break? I think I had one of those moments today.
It happened at work. I honestly don't want to waste the effort to type it all out, but needless to say that something deep inside of me broke.
That inner voice I have has been screaming all afternoon. The one that talks to me rationally when all I want to physically do is scream; its the one that keeps me sane usually. Yet this is the one that is finally going crazy.
I've got the screaming going on, I've been teetering on a migrane ever since the thing happened at work, my eyelid has been twitching on and off all afternoon, and my acid reflux is kicking up.
Seriously. Can I be done now? Can someone put a stop to all this insanity? All I've wanted to do all afternoon was quit school, quit work, crawl up in a hole and die.