2 years
A year ago, I wished that I could say the I love you without ever having to take it back. Because people take it back all the time. But the choices we make, they aren't simple. Who knows which fork on the road will lead to a dead end?
I don't know.. Maybe I just have too much problems, issues, and intimacy problems for the I love you. I don't let people in; I just walk away. And then, I demand to be let in when I keep so much too myself. But that's how it is, right? Keep the mystery. Always keep them guessing. And then, always in the back of your head, keep wanting things to be simple when the truth is that you're just too complicated for simple.
You're complicated and you make all these complicated decisions. And worst part is that you won't even admit to yourself that you need the complication and that you find complicated interesting. Life is all the plot, conflict, and resolution.
I don't regret; I never regret. I just wonder how it could have been if I didn't walk away.
2 years. Last night.. Dead end, fork, or a new beginning?
I don't know.. Maybe I just have too much problems, issues, and intimacy problems for the I love you. I don't let people in; I just walk away. And then, I demand to be let in when I keep so much too myself. But that's how it is, right? Keep the mystery. Always keep them guessing. And then, always in the back of your head, keep wanting things to be simple when the truth is that you're just too complicated for simple.
You're complicated and you make all these complicated decisions. And worst part is that you won't even admit to yourself that you need the complication and that you find complicated interesting. Life is all the plot, conflict, and resolution.
I don't regret; I never regret. I just wonder how it could have been if I didn't walk away.
2 years. Last night.. Dead end, fork, or a new beginning?