May 02, 2003 20:37
WOOHOO! I am officially a nittany lion...I have been accepted to Penn State. I am so pumped and ready to move now, but once I think about it, July isn't that far away! The bad thing is that I didn't get any scholarships or anything from FAFSA, but there is still hope with my indian scholarship I have yet to fill out! BUT, I am eligible for a loan, woo fuckin' hoo...I need free money!
Anyways, I went shopping yesterday and bought a tiara, necklace, earrings, and gloves for prom....I also bought a dress for commencement. It is so cute-it's strapless and white. It's a bit above the knee...then it has sheer white mesh shit over it with glittered silver sparkles and it's angled and long on one side....it's hard to explain but it's hot!
Today Jamie left me a voicemail...after I was already at work asking me to go to MSU...what the hell a little late! Plus I would've thought she'd know I would have to work-telling me if I want to go to be ready in 1/2 hour b/c that's when she's leaving! Then her mom called my mom to see if I could leave work...what the hell! I am working, I can't just leave so I can go hang out with my friends out of town!!! I don't know maybe some people think differently about that issue. But one thing I don't understand is for the longest time, roughly 3 months, Jamie didn't call me to do a thing-then all of a sudden she wants to hang out and shit like we are best friends again...I don't understand. She was telling me how she missed me and shit, then why didn't she call!?! And I don't want to hear that she was to busy with school and all of that b/c she had time for her other friends. But I get used to it, it doesn't seem like any of my old friends have time for me anymore-same with chad he wrote me a letter saying that he was going to call or something and he wanted to hang out but he has been too busy with work and school.....in that case how does he have time to go to R's and hang out with Jamie....Am I missing something??? Because it feels like I am!
-Sheila