happiness then comes frustration
Well, i havent updated this in a awhile. sorry anyone who actually cares and reads this. Well i finished my first semester of college 2 A's and 3 B's npot too bad. and then i workerd for three weeks after the semester was over and everybody left. It wasnt too bad i usually got up and went to work then came home and slept . it was crazy. Then i got to go home for christmas that was amazing getting to see everybodt especially my favorite person in the world. what can i say it was just spectacular. then i heard the best news of all. my week was filled with coney island the mall, starbucks, the mall, movies, the mall, and katie's till 12:00. it was so much fun got to catch up with the group. well after that week i went back to Louisville and worked. and now the fustration... i have realized that high school and college people are exactly the same. They can and mostly are two faced. I have experienced this first hand. people have told me that they are seeing people leave other people out of a group and how satan is doing that to make others feel bad about themselves. and then after they say that they do it to the people who they said it too. it makes me so mad to see this happenening to people who i think are so awesome and they would never leave me or any other people out. Why is this happening its all like high school again. i can see how it makes people hate themselves and leads to more things that other people are shocked by but they don't realize that they caused it. so thats my vent now im done. i have a conclusion that i will not let myself get close to anyone because they will let me down...