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So reguardless of how much I have whined about living here (in Ft. Myers) I am starting to get comfortable here. I'm doing well in school. I like my teachers. I like my classes. The town doesn't have too much to offer. But, I have figured out this is one of its benefits. I feel comfort here and space. It's peaceful. Not too crazy. I have a few good friends here and thats all I've ever needed. I've realized that there will always be places that have good things and bad things. I don't think there's one place that you can find something good without finding something bad as well. I was so set on Tallahassee. I thought that it would be perfect. I went there and I did have fun. But its a different feeling there. Its crowded and caustrophobic I sort of felt depressed there. it was a weird unexplainable feeling. One thing I did love was how the town came alive on game day. Its a fun place. But lacks the serenity I need. I'm not too much of a crazy person. Maybe I was in 9th grade or whatever. But to me a fun time is just hanging with some close friends. I dont need to go out every night to a club or bar to have fun. and I just sorta figured this out. So maybe one day I'll end up at FSU but as of now i am fine with being here.