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Well, it's been a long time since I've updated this thing. I guess I forgot how cathartic it was...but I've been playing on myspace. Not really meeting people but putting myself out there for one reason or another.
I keep hearing about the drama of Hitchcock and it's kinda annoying how people act towards each other. I can see people having issues but it's not my place nor my problem. Since no one from the house OTHER THAN MATT still talks to me. Not that I'm bitter: I'm actually sad. I thought I found a group of people that I could hang with outside of college but I was sadly mistaken. THAT is what makes me sad. Just thinking about it makes me sad so I'm going to stop and supress the feelings. Just what i always do. Supress the pain and hope it goes away. Makes a good song concept. Maybe I'll finish that one later. I should be in a band. I've got material and I can sing. But no one wants a girl singer. Oh well. I"m going to finish playing on my computer and go to sleep. Working again tomorrow.
I miss my pals in CT.
I keep hearing about the drama of Hitchcock and it's kinda annoying how people act towards each other. I can see people having issues but it's not my place nor my problem. Since no one from the house OTHER THAN MATT still talks to me. Not that I'm bitter: I'm actually sad. I thought I found a group of people that I could hang with outside of college but I was sadly mistaken. THAT is what makes me sad. Just thinking about it makes me sad so I'm going to stop and supress the feelings. Just what i always do. Supress the pain and hope it goes away. Makes a good song concept. Maybe I'll finish that one later. I should be in a band. I've got material and I can sing. But no one wants a girl singer. Oh well. I"m going to finish playing on my computer and go to sleep. Working again tomorrow.
I miss my pals in CT.