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ok. so i have been in my site for a week. no doubt the hardest week that i will have to face. and it hasnt been a walk in the park, but i am through it. this weekend will be filled. next week i will be busier. soon will arrive festivities, the holidays, a visit from my dad...all things to look forward to when i feel i little lost. and by the time i know it, i will be involved in the things i wanted to be involved in. meeting the people and organizations i wanted to meet. and starting to carve out a niche for myself here. so things are looking up, i just needed to hang on. certainly wont be the last hardship that i will have gone through when its all said and done, but this was kind of the first test of whether i really want to be here and belong here. again i can say without reservation, yes.