Single: Day 2

[theninjacowboy]

I've decided that due to the fact that I'm strange, I shall start titling these entries in chapter form. The first one was single now. This one is single: day 2. I say day 2 because it is technically the second full day of me being single, though the first day I have not seen her. Going to bed last night was one of the hardest experiences I've had. Having somebody that you've shared your bed with to the point that you start holding a pillow when they're not there is something that's hard to get over. I started to last night when I realized that there was not going to be somebody in the place of that pillow anytime soon so it's something I had to do without. That realization was one of the hardest things that I've ever done.

So now I'm starting to feel lonely but hopeful. Life does go on but that's what everybody tells you to believe. I suppose I'll just keep surviving until reaper finds his way to my bedside. That's the way life is I'm afraid.

For now I shall bid y'all adieu,
Taztik, oh who gives a fuck