So yeah, exactly
I've officially come to the conclusion that my paranoia is now justified. It is entirely possible that one could argue I am merely self-fulfilling prophecies, however I truly believe that I saw these situations coming. 3 for 3 with 3 broken hearts.
Odd happenings throughout the day
-Nearly had an anxiety attack at work (still not entirely sure if that's what it is, but that's what I keep being told), which would've been the first at work yet, although many of them happen before bed. It probably would've happened if I hadn't...
-Ran into a person I haven't seen in probably 5 or 6 years. Normally nothing to note from such a situation however it was one of the rare occasions in which the conversation was initiated by somebody else. Personally argued that it was merely the surprise of seeing me at such a random place.
-Managed to see Kathleen on her birthday. Again, thanks to steak n shake nerk. She seemed very happy to see me, then again, also chalked up to surprise.
Random conclusions
-New job is necessary
-Perhaps I should just surprise people where I'm not expected since that seems to be a good way to receive a positive reaction.
Final Thoughts
-I find that my heart thinks very much independently from my brain and that it has its own hopes and desires when it comes to affection.
-Good night, Wait and Hope.
Odd happenings throughout the day
-Nearly had an anxiety attack at work (still not entirely sure if that's what it is, but that's what I keep being told), which would've been the first at work yet, although many of them happen before bed. It probably would've happened if I hadn't...
-Ran into a person I haven't seen in probably 5 or 6 years. Normally nothing to note from such a situation however it was one of the rare occasions in which the conversation was initiated by somebody else. Personally argued that it was merely the surprise of seeing me at such a random place.
-Managed to see Kathleen on her birthday. Again, thanks to steak n shake nerk. She seemed very happy to see me, then again, also chalked up to surprise.
Random conclusions
-New job is necessary
-Perhaps I should just surprise people where I'm not expected since that seems to be a good way to receive a positive reaction.
Final Thoughts
-I find that my heart thinks very much independently from my brain and that it has its own hopes and desires when it comes to affection.
-Good night, Wait and Hope.