some 18 and 19 year old girls are staying at our house for the weekend...
and it's great to hear their experiences.
we just had dinner around the table with my parents
and it was absolutely horrid having to listen to my parents drone on about themselves and watching them listening to their own voices.
my mom especially was disgusting.
as much as i wish i didnt feel this way, it was as though i wanted to slap her mouth....ahh how foul was I?
the reason being was that they were embracing what these girls were doing, taking a roadtrip across the country, and talking to them as though they were a friend, yet they belittle ME and treat me unlike the person I am.
I don't understand it.
They are complete hypocrites.
NO ONE CARES WHAT THE HELL YOU ARE SAYING.
That is what I feel like screaming at them.....how terrible of me.
Why do they not see that I am a good girl?
I am, but I am not.
I hate that I feel the need to be so defiant around them.
I need something warm to sip.