while fighting the temptations of my well kempt bed and the thoughts of rest...
because i am too tired to compose my thoughts and put these things into a decent writing, lemme just do it in such a way it is simply understood and the same method i have always been fond of (since i am lazy in nature). i just have to because i might not actually sleep soundly if i don't get this all out.
here it goes:
first, that i am just ecstatic as i can finally and officially say this: the first pay on your first official salary-ATM-card from your first official paying employer is nothing but happiness at its best. it's like i've actually given birth to a kid i had that gave me a hard time during labor! so what else to say but... DRIVE THE VIBE! HAHAHAHA!
second, that the money out of your own sweat and hard work is the hardest thing to spend. (can we just go back to schooling and weekly allowances instead? please? haha.)
and last but not the least...
i've realized that the more elusive a certain matter/person/thing gets, the more and more you would want to pin it down and the fonder you are of it. so please, let me pin it down. i'm going crazy figuring things out. seriously.
now i can sleep. goodnight everyone...or at least for those same nocturnal beings as i am, since we make the day our nights and the nights our days. xoxo
here it goes:
first, that i am just ecstatic as i can finally and officially say this: the first pay on your first official salary-ATM-card from your first official paying employer is nothing but happiness at its best. it's like i've actually given birth to a kid i had that gave me a hard time during labor! so what else to say but... DRIVE THE VIBE! HAHAHAHA!
second, that the money out of your own sweat and hard work is the hardest thing to spend. (can we just go back to schooling and weekly allowances instead? please? haha.)
and last but not the least...
i've realized that the more elusive a certain matter/person/thing gets, the more and more you would want to pin it down and the fonder you are of it. so please, let me pin it down. i'm going crazy figuring things out. seriously.
now i can sleep. goodnight everyone...or at least for those same nocturnal beings as i am, since we make the day our nights and the nights our days. xoxo