Jun 30, 2005 22:45
Summer has been interesting for me.....Lots of things have been said....lots of things on my mind.....I thought that playing golf would remove all the sadness from my mind....but unlike all the other times...it made me think of what i want most.....I went on my quest to try and become a professional golfer for myself...never realizing the sacrifices that would be made along the way.....I missed out on a lot of important things in my life....my friends most of all.....and maybe the occaional girlfriend....I let those things pass me by because i thought they would get in my way....Now i see that having someone whom i love to share my life and triumphs with will only help me......I just hope its not at the point where no one will want to be with me....