Replay
I've just proven a point- My behavior can be explained by the users and gratifications approach because blogging for me, is a form of diversion. Or has it become a form of habit?
Anyway the temporary closure of my blog was out of ... a moment of angst and stupidity. I swear never to do that again, for the same reason.
The past weekend has been ahelluva shit for me. I think that 2 days were cursed but anyway, I'm glad I got out of it, somewhat scarred but still thankful that it didn't evolve into any thing more tragic than that. Hopefully that lesson will be kept as a modified schema and I'll know how to react properly in similar situations.
These 2 weeks I see many people getting into and out of r'ships. The former is so wonderful yet frightening at the same time. Getting into a relationship seems so promising initially but is that really the case? Getting attached is equivalent to you giving the other half the permission to hurt you should things go awry. You're now fully exposed to that one person. ironically, as he becomes your soulmate, he/ she has also becomes your most lethal killer. This perception sounds pessimistic to say the least but it's true, no?
Please don't get me wrong. I love yangster and I still do alot alot alot hehehe it's just that it's scary knowing how much potential we possess. :{O
I LOVE YOU MINKZ *shy
Anyway the temporary closure of my blog was out of ... a moment of angst and stupidity. I swear never to do that again, for the same reason.
The past weekend has been ahelluva shit for me. I think that 2 days were cursed but anyway, I'm glad I got out of it, somewhat scarred but still thankful that it didn't evolve into any thing more tragic than that. Hopefully that lesson will be kept as a modified schema and I'll know how to react properly in similar situations.
These 2 weeks I see many people getting into and out of r'ships. The former is so wonderful yet frightening at the same time. Getting into a relationship seems so promising initially but is that really the case? Getting attached is equivalent to you giving the other half the permission to hurt you should things go awry. You're now fully exposed to that one person. ironically, as he becomes your soulmate, he/ she has also becomes your most lethal killer. This perception sounds pessimistic to say the least but it's true, no?
Please don't get me wrong. I love yangster and I still do alot alot alot hehehe it's just that it's scary knowing how much potential we possess. :{O
I LOVE YOU MINKZ *shy