Bang Bang I almost had a concussion due to the Bumper Car ride
I'm blogging yet again!! cuz no one bothers to sigh I shall entertain myself with an endless flow of words.
My poladroid function is working again omg and I don't have to pay a single cent. (Yes it's poladroid not polaroid) :D:D But I've no interesting pictures to display on this really pinkish blog i really want to change this skin but Idk how to! Someone please enlighten me although I'm sure you guys *squint at you will just ignore this part of my entry and not teach me how to ):
Today, as I was walking home, I saw this elderly with a head full of snowy white hair reading the papers, with the aid of *!!! damn it I forgot what it's called. It's the thing you hold in your hand whereby you get to see larger versions of objects by peering through it. I marvel at his determination, his way of getting round things when he's handicapped. Then I was reminded of the couple who danced in the Thong Chai Charity Show. Each of them has lost a limb and yet they're as graceful as... swans(?) when they danced. I wonder if I could do it if I were them, if I'd possess the strength they had to carry on. To be honest I dont think so. I'd die. My pride/ self-esteem is way too strong for that. I'd rather shrink and perish on the spot than thrive under the pitiful glances of other people. How pathetic I am right?
At the end of the show, the emcees announced that there's an anonymous philanthropist who has decided to donate a hefty sum of money, to help the unfortunate and the crestfallen. There and then, I decided that I want to be A Anonymous Philanthropist! (although I really am *grins since they didn't announce that I donated but that's just a measly sum so it doesn't count right) I want it BIG. I REALLY want to make a difference. But come again, will I ever have the means to? I suppose everyone'd have wished to be The Philanthropist for at least once in their lifetime.. (probably before they get blinded by money) And yeah this brings us to another road block >>When you put greedy human beings into the cruel and harsh world where everyone fights to survive, to outdo one another, to be the last one standing, how many actually end up being a philanthropist? We don't have to bear the full responsibility do we(?) Nah Because Charles Darwin's theory of evolution has already, decided to take up the blame for us. Maybe a few centuries later, people wouldn't even Think about being a philanthropist. Sigh.
Few years down the road if you ever see me trotting around with branded shopping bags, please do remind me of this entry. Oops.
* Sprinkles water to lighten the mood.
Currently, I'm reading Triumph Of Hope by Elias. It's a Holocaust memoir and it's good albeit being quite descriptive in Chapter One. You really get to see Auschwitz and Therestenstadt in your mind. I'm prolly going to roll up into a ball on my bed, reading this book soon!
I shall tempt you guys by quoting a part in the foreword.
'It haunts me and has left deep scars. I cannot rid myself of it, even though I have tried all my life to push it aside. It keeps coming back, so I am condemned to live with it. I can't describe the sensation to anyone who has not gone through this kind of hell; after all, nobody can comprehend the incomprehensible.'
Work.. is great today, cuz lao ban didnt come. Oops :D And I got to raise more PRs<3 I rather drown in PRs/ POs then shred papersssss!! My voice still sucks ttm everyone keeps reminding me of it, brandon lah, the nice storekeeper mike downstairs and my colleagues. Sigh, my voice is contained within less than an octave. Pathetic right, esp for a chorister like me ): I want to be able to hit high high E again ):<
R called ystd!!! He's back in his bunk and being resourceful, hehe, I found out that the tentative day of recruits from Ninja booking out is fri 1830. Yay hope this cheers up your day if you stumble upon my blog yiting hehe :D S (hehe yichan) and R will prolly be confined sian so we can't share your happiness ):
Meeting up with Bran and Kng on Thursday. Yay excited but please dont laugh at my sexy voice ):
Am going for ACJC's funfair this Sat!
Got to apply for Universities this weekend!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Omg wouldnt it be super duper freaking cool if Assholes reunite in Nanyang Biz School? Omgggggggggggg
I've got more to blog about, like my grandma received calls from pseudo kidnappers who claimed that I got kidnapped. (That's long ago, last year I think but I dont think I've blogged about it yet.) They even got someone to act like I was crying for help okay!!! -_- But I'm too lazy to reenact the drama. Hehe coolioxzxzx right although that time I was almost frightened to death.