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TGIF.
This friday is altogether a very different friday cuz Someone Special isn't booking out. Absence does make the heart grow fonder but it can also cause the seed of doubt to find its way to sprout. But all's fine cuz he reassured with his deeply sincere voice and my brain went through a series of recalling... I was reminded of how we're so meant to be- how that ball of Love surged into the goal post, how everything else fell into place thereafter. And that, makes me feel surprisingly calm and secure on this Friday night... I've successfully removed the weed, together with its roots.
Work has been more meaningful for me, thanks to Lionel, Ruixuan, Mervin and Grace. They taught me alot, I feel more useful now even though I still have to slow down my pace by 100x so that I LOOK like I've sthg to do (8 Lunch with daddy at times makes me feel really blessed, and fillial even though some people just don't understand its significance.. I love my daddy but it's inevitable that we grow distant as I mature, so this' the least I can do, to go for occasional lunch with him, to talk to him and to share with him bits and pieces of my life... Daddy was always at the seat beside me in every roller coaster ride, telling me to chant, 'Daddy is here, dont be scared', and that, never fail to work miracles... 8D
So, here's a tribute to my beary daddy, who was my Superman and will forever be!!!!!!!!!
I think I.... think alot.. I feel alot for different things, different stories and images. But, I try not to voice my opinions... until it gets on my nerves. I get irritated by people's comments, by what people ALWAYS say (and do nothing abt). Then, I will go through different responses that I'd love to give, in my brain. Some people just love to find fault with others/ lament when things go wrong with Other People. They Never stop to question themselves. They don't See what's exactly causing certain changes. They simply Blame. They put The Blame on others(/ us for example). Then we try to make amends frantically but it doesn't help.. because, That person has looooooongggggggggg made his/her conclusion so there's basically nothing we can do to change it. Rather than to summon and activate all your angry cells, Ignore. Some things are just not worth it/ aren't meant to be.