Freshly Crawled Out Of My Grave, Alive N Kickin (Litterly)
Yeah, yeah, yeah finally an update...
Well, lets see, alot of shit has happened, mostly drama of course. But anyways basicly what i been up to is hangin out with friends n havin Bon Fires n drinkin, fun fun! James came up from North Carolina for a week, so i had fun hangin with him. We (we as in me, paul n james) had a party planned last night for a week straight, me n paul cleared out the backwoods for the party, but saturday (yesturday) was rainin, so i kinda canceled it but James still wanted it to go on... so i had to call some ppl n reinvite them! It was clear most of the time, but rained for an hour, a few of us still stayed out in it tho, others went in... but anyways, we had an 18 pack of Labatt Blue, an 18 pack of Bud Light, and a 12 pack of Smirrnoff Triple Black... i was gonna buy Sky Blue, but Price Chopper didnt have any n i was in a rush so i got Smirrnoff Triple Black. ALL of the beer was totally shot gone, i was wasted off of my fuckin ass! I was shot, gone, n everythin u wanna say i was lol. A few days ago i had to help Paul n his parents load up a UHAUL from a house his father is gonna be rentin out into thier house. I been quite busy for the past week! But i do feel like i'm bout to fuckin snap seriously, god damn... from drama from several different ppl, n my dad goin into the hospital for trouble breathing n shit, yea. Tonight at the hospital i met this girl named Ashley from Mexico... well when i first went into the place i was standin against that piller lookin thing near where u speak tot he person bout seein someone n shit... yea right there n i heard this ashley girl talk bout this "tonya" girl, n bout her bros n shit... n she mentioned her bro dave, n i was bout to say r u talkin bout tonya pope? But didnt wanna make an ass outta myself if it wasnt... lol she was sayin how tonya was a slut n shit so anyways i go out to my car to have a cigg n blarrin my music, then i get done with it n start to head inside n there she is sittin down at the brick thing right next tot he door n says to me "Are you Brad?" i replied "Yes, who are you?" and she said "I'm ashley from Mexico, we spoke a couple times online." N i responded "Oooo ok ik who u r now." She said to me "I think its bullshit what tonya did to u, u treated her good n everythin" N she said "u can do so much better then her, i'm not tryin to hit on u or anythin bc i'm engaged, but ur a good lookin man." Lol n i said "thanx lol" n we spoke a few more words n we headed in bc she got cold N i got paul n went back to the hospital with him, Ashley came back into the waitin room, n me n paul were flickin the channels on the TV lol (the room was packed), a couple of them were static n was kinda loud... ashley goes to me "stop flickin the channels" or somethin jokin around n i looked at her n started pressin any button lol n she said "smartass" i usually say "rather be a smartass then a dumbass" as my usual responce to that, but i wasnt thinkin n shit n she wanted my screen name so i wrote it down for her, n i had to bring my aunt home n paul went with me n then i had to return to the hospital... so yea same 'ol same 'ol drama for me :). I also got to hang with Amber and Morgan... plus i got to hang out with Becky.
So nuttin rlyl new other then, job huntin, partyin, hangin out, playin Halo 2 Online (yes new maps tomorrow to verse ppl on!!! 4 of them gotta pay for 2 of them tho other 2 r free, gettin my mic to talk shit back to 'em thursday..thats when it ships here from walmart.com) n the usual drama.
P.S. Tonya still tries to IM me n call me, last time she called me i said "dont call me u dumbass fuckin whorebag bitch," Online i said "ok goodbye" n just tonight she tried to IM me, doesnt she take a hint i dont wanna speak to her no good for nuttin ass?
Heres some songs i've written...
"This Other Side"
You are deep in the sound
But your deaf
And you cant make any sense of it
A different taste of hope
Because he fights, til hes told
Bite down and
Hear him scream, and him yell, and him cry
Will you chew me up and leave?
Will you spit me out like a disease?
Will you show my heart to me?
Did you know what we could be?
But you still spill my blood like a stream
Get ready for me to change it
Well I got this other side
Created itself
And it helps me to calm my beleifs
A bitter taste that fights
Because you might, til he comes
Careful now
This bite will split my mind and then it divides
Will you chew me up and leave?
Will you spit me out like a disease?
Will you show my heart to me?
Did you know what we could be?
But you still spill my blood like a stream
Get ready for me to change it
I got this other side
He'll take care of you
But its dark, and I'm hollow, but I feel just fine
Will you chew me up and leave?
Will you spit me out like a disease?
Will you show my heart to me?
Did you know what we could be?
But you still spill my blood like a stream
Get ready for me to change it
Will you chew me up and leave?
Get ready for me to change it
Will you spit me out like a disease?
Get ready for me to change it
Will you chew me up and leave?
Will you spit me out like a disease?
Will you show my heart to me?
Did you know what we could be?
But you still spill my blood like a stream
Get ready for me to change it
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"Forget You"
Rememorance dances reveilingly
A calm and simple tamed nurture
This memory tries to seduce me
For a moment i almost forgot
The dangerous touch of tricks
But just then i remember...
It'll burn me from the outside
And tear me from the inside
Twisting and turning my rights
But i couldnt ever forget you
A shaken and midest thought
Is leaking and filtering through
But this memory presents the scars
In that moment i almost forgot
How you pealed me inside and out
But just then i remember...
It'll burn me from the outside
And tear me from the inside
Twisting and turning my rights
But i couldnt ever forget you
How...
It burnt me from the outside
And tore me from the inside
Twisted and turned my rights
I knew i couldnt ever forget this
Forget you
Heres a message to imprint into your mind
Like staples bleeding the way right
A simple and yet painful memory
Because i'll remember...
It'll burn me from the outside
And tear me from the inside
Twisting and turning my rights
But i couldnt ever forget you
How...
It burnt me from the outside
And tore me from the inside
Twisted and turned my rights
I knew i couldnt ever forget this
Forget you
I wont ever forget you
Forget you
I wont ever forget this
Forget you
Selfish, lying, deceiving bitch
Forget you
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"The Sickness"
And your fighting this cold
And your fighting this cold
This cold sweat has got you insane
Like an allergy towards yourself
Cough out and give away
Everything you were
A peddeledless, stand aloned snow covered flower
And another one gets your sick cold
Come crawl in,
Get warm, but your hearts frozen
Under love, cough til its broken
Your an ill faded goddess
This fever burns in all your favor
Like medication fighting itself
Spit out those words again
Contagous to speak back
Like a raging storm brewing towards my life
And another one gets the sickness
Come crawl in,
Get warm, but your hearts frozen
Under love, cough til its broken
Your an ill faded goddess
Come crawl in,
Get warm, but your hearts frozen
Under love, cough til its broken
Your an ill faded goddess
And your fighting this cold
And your fighting this cold
Come crawl in,
Get warm, but your hearts frozen
Under love, cough til its broken
Your an ill faded goddess
Come crawl in,
Under love, get warm
Cought til its broken
Come crawl in, come crawl in,
Come crawl in, come crawl in...
I also added some pictures that i havnt gotten the chance to post in my picture link, yes i always remind where the link is... n i always word it accordin to retrospective, i got a good one... "i know its been so long since i updated n u may or may not forgot where the link is, well for the feeble minded, lack of memory, or the very forgetful ppl out there its at the top of my live journal... enjoy!" How was that?
Now i wanna see some big comments, u all wanted me to update i wanna see some comments for it :-p. Betcha this hit u like a ton of bricks when u say my away message sayin "UPDATED MY LIVE JOURNAL," huh?
Let me know whatcha thought about my songs and the pictures PLZ! I asked nicely :)...
.:Dur Wille Zur Macht:.
Well, lets see, alot of shit has happened, mostly drama of course. But anyways basicly what i been up to is hangin out with friends n havin Bon Fires n drinkin, fun fun! James came up from North Carolina for a week, so i had fun hangin with him. We (we as in me, paul n james) had a party planned last night for a week straight, me n paul cleared out the backwoods for the party, but saturday (yesturday) was rainin, so i kinda canceled it but James still wanted it to go on... so i had to call some ppl n reinvite them! It was clear most of the time, but rained for an hour, a few of us still stayed out in it tho, others went in... but anyways, we had an 18 pack of Labatt Blue, an 18 pack of Bud Light, and a 12 pack of Smirrnoff Triple Black... i was gonna buy Sky Blue, but Price Chopper didnt have any n i was in a rush so i got Smirrnoff Triple Black. ALL of the beer was totally shot gone, i was wasted off of my fuckin ass! I was shot, gone, n everythin u wanna say i was lol. A few days ago i had to help Paul n his parents load up a UHAUL from a house his father is gonna be rentin out into thier house. I been quite busy for the past week! But i do feel like i'm bout to fuckin snap seriously, god damn... from drama from several different ppl, n my dad goin into the hospital for trouble breathing n shit, yea. Tonight at the hospital i met this girl named Ashley from Mexico... well when i first went into the place i was standin against that piller lookin thing near where u speak tot he person bout seein someone n shit... yea right there n i heard this ashley girl talk bout this "tonya" girl, n bout her bros n shit... n she mentioned her bro dave, n i was bout to say r u talkin bout tonya pope? But didnt wanna make an ass outta myself if it wasnt... lol she was sayin how tonya was a slut n shit so anyways i go out to my car to have a cigg n blarrin my music, then i get done with it n start to head inside n there she is sittin down at the brick thing right next tot he door n says to me "Are you Brad?" i replied "Yes, who are you?" and she said "I'm ashley from Mexico, we spoke a couple times online." N i responded "Oooo ok ik who u r now." She said to me "I think its bullshit what tonya did to u, u treated her good n everythin" N she said "u can do so much better then her, i'm not tryin to hit on u or anythin bc i'm engaged, but ur a good lookin man." Lol n i said "thanx lol" n we spoke a few more words n we headed in bc she got cold N i got paul n went back to the hospital with him, Ashley came back into the waitin room, n me n paul were flickin the channels on the TV lol (the room was packed), a couple of them were static n was kinda loud... ashley goes to me "stop flickin the channels" or somethin jokin around n i looked at her n started pressin any button lol n she said "smartass" i usually say "rather be a smartass then a dumbass" as my usual responce to that, but i wasnt thinkin n shit n she wanted my screen name so i wrote it down for her, n i had to bring my aunt home n paul went with me n then i had to return to the hospital... so yea same 'ol same 'ol drama for me :). I also got to hang with Amber and Morgan... plus i got to hang out with Becky.
So nuttin rlyl new other then, job huntin, partyin, hangin out, playin Halo 2 Online (yes new maps tomorrow to verse ppl on!!! 4 of them gotta pay for 2 of them tho other 2 r free, gettin my mic to talk shit back to 'em thursday..thats when it ships here from walmart.com) n the usual drama.
P.S. Tonya still tries to IM me n call me, last time she called me i said "dont call me u dumbass fuckin whorebag bitch," Online i said "ok goodbye" n just tonight she tried to IM me, doesnt she take a hint i dont wanna speak to her no good for nuttin ass?
Heres some songs i've written...
"This Other Side"
You are deep in the sound
But your deaf
And you cant make any sense of it
A different taste of hope
Because he fights, til hes told
Bite down and
Hear him scream, and him yell, and him cry
Will you chew me up and leave?
Will you spit me out like a disease?
Will you show my heart to me?
Did you know what we could be?
But you still spill my blood like a stream
Get ready for me to change it
Well I got this other side
Created itself
And it helps me to calm my beleifs
A bitter taste that fights
Because you might, til he comes
Careful now
This bite will split my mind and then it divides
Will you chew me up and leave?
Will you spit me out like a disease?
Will you show my heart to me?
Did you know what we could be?
But you still spill my blood like a stream
Get ready for me to change it
I got this other side
He'll take care of you
But its dark, and I'm hollow, but I feel just fine
Will you chew me up and leave?
Will you spit me out like a disease?
Will you show my heart to me?
Did you know what we could be?
But you still spill my blood like a stream
Get ready for me to change it
Will you chew me up and leave?
Get ready for me to change it
Will you spit me out like a disease?
Get ready for me to change it
Will you chew me up and leave?
Will you spit me out like a disease?
Will you show my heart to me?
Did you know what we could be?
But you still spill my blood like a stream
Get ready for me to change it
-----------------------------------------------------------------------
"Forget You"
Rememorance dances reveilingly
A calm and simple tamed nurture
This memory tries to seduce me
For a moment i almost forgot
The dangerous touch of tricks
But just then i remember...
It'll burn me from the outside
And tear me from the inside
Twisting and turning my rights
But i couldnt ever forget you
A shaken and midest thought
Is leaking and filtering through
But this memory presents the scars
In that moment i almost forgot
How you pealed me inside and out
But just then i remember...
It'll burn me from the outside
And tear me from the inside
Twisting and turning my rights
But i couldnt ever forget you
How...
It burnt me from the outside
And tore me from the inside
Twisted and turned my rights
I knew i couldnt ever forget this
Forget you
Heres a message to imprint into your mind
Like staples bleeding the way right
A simple and yet painful memory
Because i'll remember...
It'll burn me from the outside
And tear me from the inside
Twisting and turning my rights
But i couldnt ever forget you
How...
It burnt me from the outside
And tore me from the inside
Twisted and turned my rights
I knew i couldnt ever forget this
Forget you
I wont ever forget you
Forget you
I wont ever forget this
Forget you
Selfish, lying, deceiving bitch
Forget you
--------------------------------------------------------------
"The Sickness"
And your fighting this cold
And your fighting this cold
This cold sweat has got you insane
Like an allergy towards yourself
Cough out and give away
Everything you were
A peddeledless, stand aloned snow covered flower
And another one gets your sick cold
Come crawl in,
Get warm, but your hearts frozen
Under love, cough til its broken
Your an ill faded goddess
This fever burns in all your favor
Like medication fighting itself
Spit out those words again
Contagous to speak back
Like a raging storm brewing towards my life
And another one gets the sickness
Come crawl in,
Get warm, but your hearts frozen
Under love, cough til its broken
Your an ill faded goddess
Come crawl in,
Get warm, but your hearts frozen
Under love, cough til its broken
Your an ill faded goddess
And your fighting this cold
And your fighting this cold
Come crawl in,
Get warm, but your hearts frozen
Under love, cough til its broken
Your an ill faded goddess
Come crawl in,
Under love, get warm
Cought til its broken
Come crawl in, come crawl in,
Come crawl in, come crawl in...
I also added some pictures that i havnt gotten the chance to post in my picture link, yes i always remind where the link is... n i always word it accordin to retrospective, i got a good one... "i know its been so long since i updated n u may or may not forgot where the link is, well for the feeble minded, lack of memory, or the very forgetful ppl out there its at the top of my live journal... enjoy!" How was that?
Now i wanna see some big comments, u all wanted me to update i wanna see some comments for it :-p. Betcha this hit u like a ton of bricks when u say my away message sayin "UPDATED MY LIVE JOURNAL," huh?
Let me know whatcha thought about my songs and the pictures PLZ! I asked nicely :)...
.:Dur Wille Zur Macht:.