I Was A Worm Before I Was A Man
Another update YIPPIE!!!!
Wow some shit happened today, i guess subconciously (spell check plz? lol) yesturday i forshadowed it, when i stated "give me a full day ppl for me to write alot" or somethin like that i stated lmao... well yea it happened today wow! Well i was up all night n i was talkin online for most of the fuckin time n Jessica got mad at me bc she was just plain out grumpy lmao... n i was suppose to hang out with Jessica Carey, Ashley Amico, Kourtny and some Michealanna girl, but i was waitin for Paul's phone call to see what was goin on :-p... so i was waitin for the phone call n i just so happened to "accidently" fell asleep :-x. Hey what can i say i'm srry, i was bored n nuttin to do, n now i have to stay up all night prolly n go to sleep tonight! But i got it all worked out when i woked up at like 8:40 pm haha... then i had the privlage enough to hear from my "buddies" from Mexico :-D yay! N they say I IM THEM, lol, i guess they missed me or something, so they had to talk to me, they were gettin desperate n depressed from not hearin from me :-D! Like i told them all i hear is trash talk (get it "TRASH?") n NO action what so ever. I'm not immature to just fight, but i mean if they cause trouble for me n shit then hell yea i'd fight, specially if they hit me, haha then they got something comming to them... an ass whooping. I know they must read my journals every now n then bc last time me n tonya (notice her name isnt caps, thats bc shes not worth bein noticed ;)) broked up, she read my journals n shit, so ik they read it n frankly i could give a shit less. This is what i got to say to u dick licks, READ IT, LIKE IT, LOVE IT, HATE IT, DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT. Lol i aint lettin shit get to me, its SIMPLY NOT WORTH IT. I dont feel like livin my life day by day angered, depressed, stressed or anything of the likes! So get that n LISTEN to it, bc i been pumped n ready like a few weeks ago... n nuttin happened, n nuttin will happen bc u guys r nuttin to me, ur the cum i eject out of my fuckin dick n get rid of n forget bout (ik it sounds sick ppl lol but its nasty just as they r! :-D)! So dont forget that! N no i aint angered, u guys dont bother me, i'm calm as calm can be... ur weak, ur a stain, ur maggots, ur everythin rotten. Now do me a favor n go rot somewhere else, bc i'm sick of lookin at ALL of yas... whos the pussies who block me? OooOOOoo wait... wasnt it tonya (again no caps ;)) that said "dont block me bc thats immature to do" wow talk bout hypocrytes! Their not only hicks, their HYPOCRYTES :-p. N yes guys i do feel honored u need 6 ppl bitchin n swearin at me n wantin to fight me at once, if it takes all of u to take me, i do feel honored :). But other then that i wont strain myself anymore with this FAKE bullshit... bc its obvious nuttin will happen sooooo just shut the fuck up n LOVE it, ADORE it, do whatever, idc lmao... o n they still try to get to me by tonya (no caps ;)) saying: "josh said i got ur girl now :-D :-D :-D and shes good in bed" lol its ok bud, u can have my SLOPPY seconds, shes been used n done with u can have my left overs :). I never finish whats on my plate anyways apperantly ;).
Now today its 5 am lmao... Me N Paul r gonna start training boxing and martial arts, i gotta train paul... its gonna be a fun spring/summer, i just want a headstart for summer so i'm startin earlier then i usually do, usually i start sometime late April, but i wanna start early this year, seein how i wanna learn Muay Thei (watch Ong Bok to see Muay Thei in action ;)), I'm gonna teach Paul multiple styles, but between today n April 13th will just be basic trainin, which is gonna be just basic moves to get him use to it n for me to warm up in it... heres the basic layout everyday for us from now til April 13th:
Basic Training-
1. Stretch
2. Jog 3 Laps Around The Park
3. Strengthen Stance/Form
4. Hit The Punching Bag
5. Practice/Warm Up With Basic Moves
Then after April 13th... on April 14th its going to get more intense... bc we'll be hittin more then just a punchin bag to strenghthen our knuckles even more (i broke my knuckle b4 on that fuckin thing its RLLY tough, n it makes ur knuckles bleedm but after u break ur knuckle it gets bigger n tougher, its a good thing actually, even tho we have rock hard solid knuckles :-p) n move into filling buckets with rocks and hit our knuckles against that, for a bit more intense training :-p. N we'll start doin sparring again n train him more formable n stylish moves, evading, arial moves, ducking, quicker reflexes all that good shit.... anyone is welcomed to watch us, some of u have prolly seen me spar ppl in the city, so u know what i'm talkin bout... sparring trains u better for an actual fight. Yea its gonna be fun 8-)!
My end
It justifies my means
All i ever do is delay
My every attempt to evade
The end of the road of my end
It justifies my means
All i ever do is delay
My every attempt to evade
The end of the road
Slipknot- Before I Forget^ (Listen to it GREAT fuckin song! ONE OF MY FAVORITES!)
Heres a song i came up with :-p haha i was kinda playin around with it tho (bc its not the best i can do lmao)
"Dirty Little Secret"
I've got a dirty, dirty little secret
I'll drink and drink til I let this go
My friends dont know,
So i kick it with a little, little lie
And i want to get together with you girl
But nobody and nobody knows it but me
My head spins around and around
And my world is upside down
I've got a dirty little secret
Thats the way i think i'm gonna keep it
This little dirty, dirty secret
Has me banging my head til it all gets numb
It started sometime ago,
I deny everything to every, everyone
And i want to get together with you girl
But nobody and nobody knows it but me
My head spins around and around
And my world is upside down
I've got a dirty little secret
Thats the way i think i'm gonna keep it
Cant get around the sex in my life
And my world is upside down
Thats the way i think i'm gonna keep it
I cant get away from the life
I'm living,
This dirty, dirty little secret
I'm living,
My head spins around and around
And my world is upside down
I've got a dirty little secret
Thats the way i think i'm gonna keep it
Cant get around the sex in my life
And my world is upside down
Thats the way i think i'm gonna keep it
Um yea... comment time!!! lol :-p
.:Dur Wille Zur Macht:.
Wow some shit happened today, i guess subconciously (spell check plz? lol) yesturday i forshadowed it, when i stated "give me a full day ppl for me to write alot" or somethin like that i stated lmao... well yea it happened today wow! Well i was up all night n i was talkin online for most of the fuckin time n Jessica got mad at me bc she was just plain out grumpy lmao... n i was suppose to hang out with Jessica Carey, Ashley Amico, Kourtny and some Michealanna girl, but i was waitin for Paul's phone call to see what was goin on :-p... so i was waitin for the phone call n i just so happened to "accidently" fell asleep :-x. Hey what can i say i'm srry, i was bored n nuttin to do, n now i have to stay up all night prolly n go to sleep tonight! But i got it all worked out when i woked up at like 8:40 pm haha... then i had the privlage enough to hear from my "buddies" from Mexico :-D yay! N they say I IM THEM, lol, i guess they missed me or something, so they had to talk to me, they were gettin desperate n depressed from not hearin from me :-D! Like i told them all i hear is trash talk (get it "TRASH?") n NO action what so ever. I'm not immature to just fight, but i mean if they cause trouble for me n shit then hell yea i'd fight, specially if they hit me, haha then they got something comming to them... an ass whooping. I know they must read my journals every now n then bc last time me n tonya (notice her name isnt caps, thats bc shes not worth bein noticed ;)) broked up, she read my journals n shit, so ik they read it n frankly i could give a shit less. This is what i got to say to u dick licks, READ IT, LIKE IT, LOVE IT, HATE IT, DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT. Lol i aint lettin shit get to me, its SIMPLY NOT WORTH IT. I dont feel like livin my life day by day angered, depressed, stressed or anything of the likes! So get that n LISTEN to it, bc i been pumped n ready like a few weeks ago... n nuttin happened, n nuttin will happen bc u guys r nuttin to me, ur the cum i eject out of my fuckin dick n get rid of n forget bout (ik it sounds sick ppl lol but its nasty just as they r! :-D)! So dont forget that! N no i aint angered, u guys dont bother me, i'm calm as calm can be... ur weak, ur a stain, ur maggots, ur everythin rotten. Now do me a favor n go rot somewhere else, bc i'm sick of lookin at ALL of yas... whos the pussies who block me? OooOOOoo wait... wasnt it tonya (again no caps ;)) that said "dont block me bc thats immature to do" wow talk bout hypocrytes! Their not only hicks, their HYPOCRYTES :-p. N yes guys i do feel honored u need 6 ppl bitchin n swearin at me n wantin to fight me at once, if it takes all of u to take me, i do feel honored :). But other then that i wont strain myself anymore with this FAKE bullshit... bc its obvious nuttin will happen sooooo just shut the fuck up n LOVE it, ADORE it, do whatever, idc lmao... o n they still try to get to me by tonya (no caps ;)) saying: "josh said i got ur girl now :-D :-D :-D and shes good in bed" lol its ok bud, u can have my SLOPPY seconds, shes been used n done with u can have my left overs :). I never finish whats on my plate anyways apperantly ;).
Now today its 5 am lmao... Me N Paul r gonna start training boxing and martial arts, i gotta train paul... its gonna be a fun spring/summer, i just want a headstart for summer so i'm startin earlier then i usually do, usually i start sometime late April, but i wanna start early this year, seein how i wanna learn Muay Thei (watch Ong Bok to see Muay Thei in action ;)), I'm gonna teach Paul multiple styles, but between today n April 13th will just be basic trainin, which is gonna be just basic moves to get him use to it n for me to warm up in it... heres the basic layout everyday for us from now til April 13th:
Basic Training-
1. Stretch
2. Jog 3 Laps Around The Park
3. Strengthen Stance/Form
4. Hit The Punching Bag
5. Practice/Warm Up With Basic Moves
Then after April 13th... on April 14th its going to get more intense... bc we'll be hittin more then just a punchin bag to strenghthen our knuckles even more (i broke my knuckle b4 on that fuckin thing its RLLY tough, n it makes ur knuckles bleedm but after u break ur knuckle it gets bigger n tougher, its a good thing actually, even tho we have rock hard solid knuckles :-p) n move into filling buckets with rocks and hit our knuckles against that, for a bit more intense training :-p. N we'll start doin sparring again n train him more formable n stylish moves, evading, arial moves, ducking, quicker reflexes all that good shit.... anyone is welcomed to watch us, some of u have prolly seen me spar ppl in the city, so u know what i'm talkin bout... sparring trains u better for an actual fight. Yea its gonna be fun 8-)!
My end
It justifies my means
All i ever do is delay
My every attempt to evade
The end of the road of my end
It justifies my means
All i ever do is delay
My every attempt to evade
The end of the road
Slipknot- Before I Forget^ (Listen to it GREAT fuckin song! ONE OF MY FAVORITES!)
Heres a song i came up with :-p haha i was kinda playin around with it tho (bc its not the best i can do lmao)
"Dirty Little Secret"
I've got a dirty, dirty little secret
I'll drink and drink til I let this go
My friends dont know,
So i kick it with a little, little lie
And i want to get together with you girl
But nobody and nobody knows it but me
My head spins around and around
And my world is upside down
I've got a dirty little secret
Thats the way i think i'm gonna keep it
This little dirty, dirty secret
Has me banging my head til it all gets numb
It started sometime ago,
I deny everything to every, everyone
And i want to get together with you girl
But nobody and nobody knows it but me
My head spins around and around
And my world is upside down
I've got a dirty little secret
Thats the way i think i'm gonna keep it
Cant get around the sex in my life
And my world is upside down
Thats the way i think i'm gonna keep it
I cant get away from the life
I'm living,
This dirty, dirty little secret
I'm living,
My head spins around and around
And my world is upside down
I've got a dirty little secret
Thats the way i think i'm gonna keep it
Cant get around the sex in my life
And my world is upside down
Thats the way i think i'm gonna keep it
Um yea... comment time!!! lol :-p
.:Dur Wille Zur Macht:.