Drunk With Power
Ok, ok, i was suppose to update this last night but i was kinda wasted sooo i passed out lol...
This is gonna be a pretty big update, i got the convo with me n CJ, n i wrote a song when i was drunk so lets see what u ppl think of how i write when i'm drunk haha. yesturday was cool, but some plans got ruined, me n paul were outback in the wood lookin (becky dont think sick lmfao) "for a spot" lmao ok lookin for a spot to do up some paintballing. But in between that i had to drive my mom to the clinic n shit. N jessica wanted me to hang out n stuff, couldnt get there tho. She went to a party n got drunk we were talkin on the phone n i got drunk by myself :( n i went to meet my cuz bob half way, n i brought two beers with me so after those two i had 9 beers in me. I met him by danielle's house, n we walked to dave's to hang out for a bit, that was pretty fun n came back n i was wicked fuckin tired so i passed outa little after that. haha then i woke up n had no hang over so that was good, n jessica called me n i was talkin to becky online :). Made myself some food n then talked to Angela again, its good she doesnt hate me! N now i am updatin this... ik ik kinda sloppy but i'm excited to show ya that convo haha.
But b4 that i wanna say how i feel inside... i'm doin great in my opinion bout all this, n i'm gettin over it, i just feel like i wanna be loved bc i miss the cuddlin n everythin, but ik i'll have that back one day, one way or another. Somehow, sometime, somewhere. How? idk, when? idk n where? idk... only time will tell, n i got alot of time, so i welcome it.
Heres the song how i feel, n how it reflects the innercore of me, but remember i was kinda wasted when i did this so dont beat on it too much:
"The Pain Inside (Love, Hate And The Fearless- Album)"
I am the dark that screams to shine
That grew from the rind
And deteariates my mind
It aches to feel something more
The fragile heart
It has no remorse
And i follow this seiged course
Show me the light,
Oh show me the sight
That lends me my own time
I am the sight that seems to fade
Open my eyes its too late
This sickness has already came
It lays inside and there it hides
The tempering soul
Nothing there to find
And i follow this seiged course
Show me the light,
Oh show me the sight
That lends me my own time
Grow the pain inside,
Oh grow into me tonight
And let it shine so bright
Find me, feel me, care for me
Steal me, free me, whats there for me?
Show me the light,
Oh show me the sight
That lends me my own time
Grow the pain inside,
Oh grow into me tonight
And let it shine so bright
Show me, tonight
Grow into, the light
Like it? Hate it? Let me know :-p (i love symbolism)
Heres that convo some of u wanted to see...
TonyasReqium1128: hey wassup?
greens r sweet: wut do u want
TonyasReqium1128: dont speak that tone with me
TonyasReqium1128: i said hey wassup to u
TonyasReqium1128: n thats what u say?
TonyasReqium1128: fuckin be polite
greens r sweet: fuck u
greens r sweet: i show up to ur house likieu say to kickur asa nd u have ur
fat dad come out and cry for u
greens r sweet: dont even fuyckin start with me\
TonyasReqium1128: LMFAO!
TonyasReqium1128: u didnt come down CJ
TonyasReqium1128: n i went outside
TonyasReqium1128: srry to tell u that
TonyasReqium1128: i came outside
TonyasReqium1128: n U ALLL WALJED AWAY
greens r sweet: after ur dad
TonyasReqium1128: umm i was in SHORTS
greens r sweet: and i was rite around the corner bitch
TonyasReqium1128: i got my pants n hoody n shoes on
TonyasReqium1128: n there was 3 of u pussies
greens r sweet: o u can t fight in shorts
TonyasReqium1128: ummm thats ALL i had on u fucking moron
greens r sweet: b/c i had shorts on when i was there
greens r sweet: so did
greens r sweet: ron
TonyasReqium1128: i didnt have no shirt or nuttin on
greens r sweet: so
TonyasReqium1128: i aint fuckin stupid like u guys to wear shorts to make myself look cool
TonyasReqium1128: i hit my fuckin dad to get to u guys
TonyasReqium1128: u fuckin idiot
greens r sweet: what r to much of a bitch to fight with a shirt
TonyasReqium1128: with a shirt? lol
TonyasReqium1128: i think u meant without
TonyasReqium1128: after my dad took off with the fuckin car i went lookin for u little pussies
TonyasReqium1128: n dont fuckin say i didnt bc i fuckin did
TonyasReqium1128: u think i'm afraid of ur gay ass?
TonyasReqium1128: i dont fuckin think so
TonyasReqium1128: i went to tonya's just bout EVERY FUCKIN DAY
greens r sweet: uk i will wreck u
greens r sweet: what r u gonna bring ur freinds again
TonyasReqium1128: hahha kk wrestler
greens r sweet: u said uk where i live so come over
greens r sweet: u fag ass
TonyasReqium1128: UM NO I HAD NO FRIENDS HERE
TonyasReqium1128: I HAD NO ONE HERE WITH ME
greens r sweet: o wait im in shorts with no shirt so i cant fight
TonyasReqium1128: I KNEW AN HOUR B4 U SHOWED UP
TonyasReqium1128: DUH
TonyasReqium1128: in the summer time i wouldnt of cared
TonyasReqium1128: but i wasnt gonna go out there n get rlly sick from wearin just shorts with no shoes or nuttin
TonyasReqium1128: i have a brain
TonyasReqium1128: i think unlike u little pussies
TonyasReqium1128: y did u need 3 ppl?
TonyasReqium1128: HMMM
TonyasReqium1128: ;-)
TonyasReqium1128: PUSSY
TonyasReqium1128: thats ALL u r
TonyasReqium1128: mother fucker
TonyasReqium1128: speak
TonyasReqium1128: i command u to speak
TonyasReqium1128: i was fuckin yellion shit to u when my dad was fuckin holdin me back
TonyasReqium1128: n i didnt even tell him u guys were commin
TonyasReqium1128: only me n tonya knew
TonyasReqium1128: i didnt call for "back up" or nuttin
TonyasReqium1128: i was fuckin screamin sahit at u guys n u guys KEPT WALKIN
greens r sweet: what
TonyasReqium1128: n by the way i only saw 3 ppl when i was out there
greens r sweet: dude im gay
TonyasReqium1128: WHAT?>
TonyasReqium1128: yea ik
TonyasReqium1128: dont fuckin what me
greens r sweet: my g/f looks better then anything u see in pornos
TonyasReqium1128: yea i look at beastiality i sure hope she looks better then a horse
TonyasReqium1128: i rlly sure hope so
TonyasReqium1128: think of what to say
greens r sweet: dude ur ex broke up withu to have me one night
TonyasReqium1128: haha good for her
TonyasReqium1128: let her suck ur dick more
TonyasReqium1128: think i care?
greens r sweet: and all u look at is horses what do u fuck them in th e poopers
greens r sweet: ya u do
TonyasReqium1128: yup i fuck 'em in the poopers
TonyasReqium1128: u can say fuck n shit but not ass?
TonyasReqium1128: wow
TonyasReqium1128: n no i dont care
TonyasReqium1128: haha
TonyasReqium1128: tell me somethin when she was givin u head, did u hold her by the ears?
TonyasReqium1128: like handle bars?
TonyasReqium1128: type faster
greens r sweet: u talk alotta shit there sweetie so shut it (amanda)
greens r sweet: suck another dick
greens r sweet: ur just mad b/c i eat pussy better then u
TonyasReqium1128: CJ i'd suck ur dick but i only suck things that raise above 3 inches:-)
greens r sweet: o my bad
TonyasReqium1128: ya i bet u got a bunch of my cum in ur mouth too when u ate tonya out
greens r sweet: my 3 cm got u beat thpugh
TonyasReqium1128: o yes ik right?
TonyasReqium1128: too bad i only got a 1 cm dick:-(
greens r sweet: i ate her out b4 nshe even knew u
TonyasReqium1128: plz cut some of urs off so i can make mine bigger:-(
TonyasReqium1128: lol thats cool u go man
greens r sweet: so sry bud no cum
TonyasReqium1128: u go:-)
TonyasReqium1128: fuck her again
TonyasReqium1128: :-D
greens r sweet signed off at 9:51:52 PM.
Yeah little puss had to sign off^^ First off, ron kept sayin to go there AGAIN after i went there tons of fuckin times n shit n he'd avoid ME! i hate hypicrytes! (spell check?) But i told ron umm i went there tons of times so if u wanna fuckin fight me then come HERE this time n he said he couldnt, then i put an away up watched a movie with Tonya n then he IMed me sayin he was on his way... i didnt let anybody know bout it, NO ONE, my dad was layin down in his room basicly sleepin... i didnt call paul or sean, an hour later i heard my dog bark even b4 they knocked (notice i said "they?") as soon as i ehard that i jumped up, Tonya got up n hurried to the door, she wasnt just in shorts or nuttin, n i already felt a cold so fuck that shit, i got some pants on n threw on my hoody n shoes rlly fast within a min n my dad n tonya were already out there n i came out, as soon as i got out my fuckin dad was pushin me back intot he fuckin house n i was yellin at 'em sayin where u goin, amongst some rude comments towards them haha, but they DIDNT SAY SHIT BACK, n i accidently hit my dad to get through n shit but after a little he managed to get me inside but pushin me hard into the door, n he left witht he car n i went out lookin for 'em but they already left the park, so yea, they needed 3 of those little bastards to take ME on, i feel complimented ;). I still went after all of u! O wait my mistake... not 3 but 4 accordin to CJ ;)... bc he was there "around" the corner hidin like the little BITCH that he IS. Srry bud but u got urself hung in that one ;). So lets put this in perspective, there was Josh Burr, some Brian Jackson, Ron Knight, and CJ... wow, hahahaha, its not my fault u guys walked off n didnt say a single word to me even tho i was bitchin at u guys n i seen u guys look back, like the little infantiles that u all r.
Now what u gonna read this n WHAT? come back out n have MORE ppl? Haha, bitch. N i also got word just now over the phone that ppl were tellin this person that u guys were braggin bout commin out here, whats there to brag rlly? O yea we came with 4 of us n we walked off n didnt say anythin to him n didnt stick around, n everytime he came to mexico we hid in our little shit holes. Brag some more, it only makes u guys sound more retarded then u already r... go ahead i welcome it. Bc to tell the truth all i hear is talk.
Laterz!
Lovely Update huh? ;)
This is gonna be a pretty big update, i got the convo with me n CJ, n i wrote a song when i was drunk so lets see what u ppl think of how i write when i'm drunk haha. yesturday was cool, but some plans got ruined, me n paul were outback in the wood lookin (becky dont think sick lmfao) "for a spot" lmao ok lookin for a spot to do up some paintballing. But in between that i had to drive my mom to the clinic n shit. N jessica wanted me to hang out n stuff, couldnt get there tho. She went to a party n got drunk we were talkin on the phone n i got drunk by myself :( n i went to meet my cuz bob half way, n i brought two beers with me so after those two i had 9 beers in me. I met him by danielle's house, n we walked to dave's to hang out for a bit, that was pretty fun n came back n i was wicked fuckin tired so i passed outa little after that. haha then i woke up n had no hang over so that was good, n jessica called me n i was talkin to becky online :). Made myself some food n then talked to Angela again, its good she doesnt hate me! N now i am updatin this... ik ik kinda sloppy but i'm excited to show ya that convo haha.
But b4 that i wanna say how i feel inside... i'm doin great in my opinion bout all this, n i'm gettin over it, i just feel like i wanna be loved bc i miss the cuddlin n everythin, but ik i'll have that back one day, one way or another. Somehow, sometime, somewhere. How? idk, when? idk n where? idk... only time will tell, n i got alot of time, so i welcome it.
Heres the song how i feel, n how it reflects the innercore of me, but remember i was kinda wasted when i did this so dont beat on it too much:
"The Pain Inside (Love, Hate And The Fearless- Album)"
I am the dark that screams to shine
That grew from the rind
And deteariates my mind
It aches to feel something more
The fragile heart
It has no remorse
And i follow this seiged course
Show me the light,
Oh show me the sight
That lends me my own time
I am the sight that seems to fade
Open my eyes its too late
This sickness has already came
It lays inside and there it hides
The tempering soul
Nothing there to find
And i follow this seiged course
Show me the light,
Oh show me the sight
That lends me my own time
Grow the pain inside,
Oh grow into me tonight
And let it shine so bright
Find me, feel me, care for me
Steal me, free me, whats there for me?
Show me the light,
Oh show me the sight
That lends me my own time
Grow the pain inside,
Oh grow into me tonight
And let it shine so bright
Show me, tonight
Grow into, the light
Like it? Hate it? Let me know :-p (i love symbolism)
Heres that convo some of u wanted to see...
TonyasReqium1128: hey wassup?
greens r sweet: wut do u want
TonyasReqium1128: dont speak that tone with me
TonyasReqium1128: i said hey wassup to u
TonyasReqium1128: n thats what u say?
TonyasReqium1128: fuckin be polite
greens r sweet: fuck u
greens r sweet: i show up to ur house likieu say to kickur asa nd u have ur
fat dad come out and cry for u
greens r sweet: dont even fuyckin start with me\
TonyasReqium1128: LMFAO!
TonyasReqium1128: u didnt come down CJ
TonyasReqium1128: n i went outside
TonyasReqium1128: srry to tell u that
TonyasReqium1128: i came outside
TonyasReqium1128: n U ALLL WALJED AWAY
greens r sweet: after ur dad
TonyasReqium1128: umm i was in SHORTS
greens r sweet: and i was rite around the corner bitch
TonyasReqium1128: i got my pants n hoody n shoes on
TonyasReqium1128: n there was 3 of u pussies
greens r sweet: o u can t fight in shorts
TonyasReqium1128: ummm thats ALL i had on u fucking moron
greens r sweet: b/c i had shorts on when i was there
greens r sweet: so did
greens r sweet: ron
TonyasReqium1128: i didnt have no shirt or nuttin on
greens r sweet: so
TonyasReqium1128: i aint fuckin stupid like u guys to wear shorts to make myself look cool
TonyasReqium1128: i hit my fuckin dad to get to u guys
TonyasReqium1128: u fuckin idiot
greens r sweet: what r to much of a bitch to fight with a shirt
TonyasReqium1128: with a shirt? lol
TonyasReqium1128: i think u meant without
TonyasReqium1128: after my dad took off with the fuckin car i went lookin for u little pussies
TonyasReqium1128: n dont fuckin say i didnt bc i fuckin did
TonyasReqium1128: u think i'm afraid of ur gay ass?
TonyasReqium1128: i dont fuckin think so
TonyasReqium1128: i went to tonya's just bout EVERY FUCKIN DAY
greens r sweet: uk i will wreck u
greens r sweet: what r u gonna bring ur freinds again
TonyasReqium1128: hahha kk wrestler
greens r sweet: u said uk where i live so come over
greens r sweet: u fag ass
TonyasReqium1128: UM NO I HAD NO FRIENDS HERE
TonyasReqium1128: I HAD NO ONE HERE WITH ME
greens r sweet: o wait im in shorts with no shirt so i cant fight
TonyasReqium1128: I KNEW AN HOUR B4 U SHOWED UP
TonyasReqium1128: DUH
TonyasReqium1128: in the summer time i wouldnt of cared
TonyasReqium1128: but i wasnt gonna go out there n get rlly sick from wearin just shorts with no shoes or nuttin
TonyasReqium1128: i have a brain
TonyasReqium1128: i think unlike u little pussies
TonyasReqium1128: y did u need 3 ppl?
TonyasReqium1128: HMMM
TonyasReqium1128: ;-)
TonyasReqium1128: PUSSY
TonyasReqium1128: thats ALL u r
TonyasReqium1128: mother fucker
TonyasReqium1128: speak
TonyasReqium1128: i command u to speak
TonyasReqium1128: i was fuckin yellion shit to u when my dad was fuckin holdin me back
TonyasReqium1128: n i didnt even tell him u guys were commin
TonyasReqium1128: only me n tonya knew
TonyasReqium1128: i didnt call for "back up" or nuttin
TonyasReqium1128: i was fuckin screamin sahit at u guys n u guys KEPT WALKIN
greens r sweet: what
TonyasReqium1128: n by the way i only saw 3 ppl when i was out there
greens r sweet: dude im gay
TonyasReqium1128: WHAT?>
TonyasReqium1128: yea ik
TonyasReqium1128: dont fuckin what me
greens r sweet: my g/f looks better then anything u see in pornos
TonyasReqium1128: yea i look at beastiality i sure hope she looks better then a horse
TonyasReqium1128: i rlly sure hope so
TonyasReqium1128: think of what to say
greens r sweet: dude ur ex broke up withu to have me one night
TonyasReqium1128: haha good for her
TonyasReqium1128: let her suck ur dick more
TonyasReqium1128: think i care?
greens r sweet: and all u look at is horses what do u fuck them in th e poopers
greens r sweet: ya u do
TonyasReqium1128: yup i fuck 'em in the poopers
TonyasReqium1128: u can say fuck n shit but not ass?
TonyasReqium1128: wow
TonyasReqium1128: n no i dont care
TonyasReqium1128: haha
TonyasReqium1128: tell me somethin when she was givin u head, did u hold her by the ears?
TonyasReqium1128: like handle bars?
TonyasReqium1128: type faster
greens r sweet: u talk alotta shit there sweetie so shut it (amanda)
greens r sweet: suck another dick
greens r sweet: ur just mad b/c i eat pussy better then u
TonyasReqium1128: CJ i'd suck ur dick but i only suck things that raise above 3 inches:-)
greens r sweet: o my bad
TonyasReqium1128: ya i bet u got a bunch of my cum in ur mouth too when u ate tonya out
greens r sweet: my 3 cm got u beat thpugh
TonyasReqium1128: o yes ik right?
TonyasReqium1128: too bad i only got a 1 cm dick:-(
greens r sweet: i ate her out b4 nshe even knew u
TonyasReqium1128: plz cut some of urs off so i can make mine bigger:-(
TonyasReqium1128: lol thats cool u go man
greens r sweet: so sry bud no cum
TonyasReqium1128: u go:-)
TonyasReqium1128: fuck her again
TonyasReqium1128: :-D
greens r sweet signed off at 9:51:52 PM.
Yeah little puss had to sign off^^ First off, ron kept sayin to go there AGAIN after i went there tons of fuckin times n shit n he'd avoid ME! i hate hypicrytes! (spell check?) But i told ron umm i went there tons of times so if u wanna fuckin fight me then come HERE this time n he said he couldnt, then i put an away up watched a movie with Tonya n then he IMed me sayin he was on his way... i didnt let anybody know bout it, NO ONE, my dad was layin down in his room basicly sleepin... i didnt call paul or sean, an hour later i heard my dog bark even b4 they knocked (notice i said "they?") as soon as i ehard that i jumped up, Tonya got up n hurried to the door, she wasnt just in shorts or nuttin, n i already felt a cold so fuck that shit, i got some pants on n threw on my hoody n shoes rlly fast within a min n my dad n tonya were already out there n i came out, as soon as i got out my fuckin dad was pushin me back intot he fuckin house n i was yellin at 'em sayin where u goin, amongst some rude comments towards them haha, but they DIDNT SAY SHIT BACK, n i accidently hit my dad to get through n shit but after a little he managed to get me inside but pushin me hard into the door, n he left witht he car n i went out lookin for 'em but they already left the park, so yea, they needed 3 of those little bastards to take ME on, i feel complimented ;). I still went after all of u! O wait my mistake... not 3 but 4 accordin to CJ ;)... bc he was there "around" the corner hidin like the little BITCH that he IS. Srry bud but u got urself hung in that one ;). So lets put this in perspective, there was Josh Burr, some Brian Jackson, Ron Knight, and CJ... wow, hahahaha, its not my fault u guys walked off n didnt say a single word to me even tho i was bitchin at u guys n i seen u guys look back, like the little infantiles that u all r.
Now what u gonna read this n WHAT? come back out n have MORE ppl? Haha, bitch. N i also got word just now over the phone that ppl were tellin this person that u guys were braggin bout commin out here, whats there to brag rlly? O yea we came with 4 of us n we walked off n didnt say anythin to him n didnt stick around, n everytime he came to mexico we hid in our little shit holes. Brag some more, it only makes u guys sound more retarded then u already r... go ahead i welcome it. Bc to tell the truth all i hear is talk.
Laterz!
Lovely Update huh? ;)