oh high school bull shit
Well i thought i was out of this hellish little circle that the children of provincetown control, but i guess even distance doesnt stop people from talking shit, and so again i am back in the same place as senior year. Friends from home have told me that, apparently, i came out of the closet...whatttttt? im so sick of bullshit lies, why cant people just let me disappear and leave me alone. If i ever find out who is spreading shit about me, i swear on my grandmothers grave i will i fucking destroy them...somthing i never did in high school, i'll stick up for myself. i have a feeling this summer is going to be filled with confrontation simply because im not going to take shit anymore, im beyond this petty bullshit circle and people need to realize that im not the stairset i was all through high school, and if they fuck with me im going to fuck them up for sure...so watch the fuck out faggots...
on other subjects, spring fling is this weekend, and friday im going to manchester with paul and jon to see Flesh and blood, Hang em High, Shoot ya wounded, XBitetheBulletX, and some other bands; its going to be pretty brutal and pretty sweet im excited...ive been listening to allot more hardcore lately, i dont know why because it has never appealed to me until now. ive always been against violence and shit like that and as above im starting to get an edgier mentallity. I dont like that but i am sick of being the kid that gets pissed on(metaphorically of course). so i guess this edgier mentallity is ok as long as i dont start being violent just for the sake of it. if i do kill me.
theres two weeks left of school including finals, and i still have SO much work to do, it fucking sucks, i really miss my parents and the few friends i have from home, i miss provincetown in general, its such an amazing place and i never realized it until ive left for a while. This summer im going to be writing for Lip Magazine, which is pretty sweet, 50 bucks an article, woooo hooo. and ill be working at the bike shop and strange ways so it should be a fun profitable summer. hopefully my friends from up here will come down often and hang out and shit. it would be fun to make the kids in town look like complete faggots with them. Ive never had friends like the kids up here, i really honestly trust them, and thats fucking awesome. dont get me wrong i trust a few kids from home, but the kids here are just fucking awesome, and im so thankful to have friends like them, because without them this year would have sucked ass. i mean they threw me a fucking birthday party, NO ONE has ever done that for me. anyways i got shit to do peace LJ<3
on other subjects, spring fling is this weekend, and friday im going to manchester with paul and jon to see Flesh and blood, Hang em High, Shoot ya wounded, XBitetheBulletX, and some other bands; its going to be pretty brutal and pretty sweet im excited...ive been listening to allot more hardcore lately, i dont know why because it has never appealed to me until now. ive always been against violence and shit like that and as above im starting to get an edgier mentallity. I dont like that but i am sick of being the kid that gets pissed on(metaphorically of course). so i guess this edgier mentallity is ok as long as i dont start being violent just for the sake of it. if i do kill me.
theres two weeks left of school including finals, and i still have SO much work to do, it fucking sucks, i really miss my parents and the few friends i have from home, i miss provincetown in general, its such an amazing place and i never realized it until ive left for a while. This summer im going to be writing for Lip Magazine, which is pretty sweet, 50 bucks an article, woooo hooo. and ill be working at the bike shop and strange ways so it should be a fun profitable summer. hopefully my friends from up here will come down often and hang out and shit. it would be fun to make the kids in town look like complete faggots with them. Ive never had friends like the kids up here, i really honestly trust them, and thats fucking awesome. dont get me wrong i trust a few kids from home, but the kids here are just fucking awesome, and im so thankful to have friends like them, because without them this year would have sucked ass. i mean they threw me a fucking birthday party, NO ONE has ever done that for me. anyways i got shit to do peace LJ<3