this sucks..
i dont understand this one thing. When people say that youre good friends, it's supposed to mean something right? friends means a mutual relationship between two people. That means communication. How am I supposed to be your best friend if i never talk to you about anything more than the bullshit we bring up? its simply a " how are you?" and the obvious lie of an answer that i get 99% of the time, which is "ok". and its funny. because if im your best friend. shouldnt you say something? tell me how you feel? because you know that ill be here for you no matter what? no matter what you say? well. obviously thats not good enough. Why do you hide things from me everyday? and act like everything is alright? I can see through that fake smile of yours, it just kills me. why dont you come to me for help? even though we're best friends? Well. things change. And you can still say we're the best of friends. but on my part its a def. negative. It hurts to say it, but it's true. And if we're such good friends..when have you ever been there for me? i've been there for you, i've listened to you over the phone, even when i couldnt understand what you were saying because you were crying so hard, but i still listened didnt i? i never hung up. and i never will. But when have i ever came to you with a problem? never. because my problems i feel. are going to get the answer i got when i first tried that. which is a simple. feel better. no long conversations. no help. just a feel better.well if things changed on your end you should let me know, im tired of pretending every time i talk to you. because for the last 3 months its been nothing but empty conversations filled with empty words..