Feb 07, 2008 13:50
Things lately have been good and bad. And today has just gotten to me completely, I mean you can only be tough for so long right?
Let's go through them quickly;
~For the GOOD we have: 1)moving into my house-which is lovely if I do say so myself, 2)having a great housemate-Victoria!, 3)having a Mum who really rocks right now and 4)NCNATS- which I'm actually ready for this time around and I really want to make it.
~And for the BAD we have: 1)James is apparently dating someone new-probally the same slut whom he cheated on me with, 2)my senior seminar is kicking my ass thanks to Ed who is just a sadistic bastard, 3)I can't find a second job since I got dicked around by Target plus its the slow season, and 4)I'm broke thanks to the cost of moving and everything else in life.
I know it doesn't sound that bad and there are people worse of then me its just...
It's just that I'm finding it hard today. Hard to cope with classes, assignments, friends lost, and everything. I've wanted to sit down and cry myself to sleep but guess what I don't have the time. Or the strength for that matter to break down like that right now. Well here's to hopeing that there really is some light at the end of the tunel otherwise....who knows.