Feb 19, 2005 00:31
Sorry it been so long... but here I go
Why should someone get treated poorly for just changing. IT's APART OF FUCKING LIFE...Damn you fuckers (I love you all anyway) It not like I am out fucking kill ppl or anything... Actually I don't see how I a have fucking changed.... but if someone tells me I changed who lives 300 miles way... okay I must have changed... I don't care... I just want them to talk to me... I miss all so much... Every one kisses.... I hate this shit.. I want to vist them so bad .. they don't even no man... yeah I know i am talking about my life and I am sorry.. I am just pissed about how ppl don't like ppl changing and that won't except ppl for who they are ... I mean I have a lot of fucking friends that are all types of ppl... I might get along with some better than others... but that it.. I love them all.. and would do ANYTHING... for them. Mwah too all of you that reads and thanks for not judging me. Maybe it's just from the grease from work why I am sad and mad and depressed and such... oh yeah.. I can't go to the next poetry reading but I so will come again I promis.. I have work this weekend and then quadstate the next saturday after this one.. I am sorry.. but i will so go again.. I love the last one
OH yeah last Saturday after the poetry reading they were playing on the bass.. dude these fuckers are awesome.. I enjoyed it so much.. then I came home and tried to do what they did on the bass and I like so suck.. lol but i will keep trying and get it right......... someday.