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okay.. had a good weekend... to bad it had to end.. I wish I got to see tyler a little more.. but it better on him probably that I didnt... me being sick.. yeah I would hate for him to get that.. made a deal with my parents.. well wasn't really a deal it was all in my favor.. lol yeah.. shit can be wonderful when your smart... well when you know hwo to sue shit against your is better. Man.. I had nice night last night... We went to my Governor tryouts.... then to this bagel place to see tyler.. lol yeah that was akward for some reason.. well after that we went to the mall... then went ate at this mongolien place to eat.. I love that food.. yum.. lol.... then we went to this huge ass wal-mart.. thought that was the shit.. .. then we went back to the hotel for a little while played cards.. then went back out ... went to the movies... that was awesome .. this movie theater is huge.. and pretty .. it was just great.. I think that was my best part of the night.. that or Wal-mart.. not quite sure....... but then we came back to the Hotel.. and I start thinging about shit... I really miss ppl.. I need to see someone I know.. and like actually hang out with them and talk to them and such... maybe next time I go to Nashville.. I really want to go to Manchester.. or Hillsdale.. I miss ppl so much.. or Go see Kelsea.. I know you read this... I need to get out of this place... I can do so much better somewhere else... I mean last night I saw all this hot gorgeous guys and now I have to come back here... where they aren't hot.. and don't even have a good mind.... becuase they are imbreed and retarded. lol..that might be to mean.. sorry Lexington if you read this. You know I need an amazing guy... I need a guy that is decent.. and I don't know.. can like have his own opinions.. and can talk ... .and I don't know maybe a little interested in sex....lol thank god I see humor in all this shit.. maybe I am not suppose to have a decent guy ... maybe I am not worth shit.. I don't know ... I never been on the other side.. I don't know what ppl see me as.. but I dont' think I really care any more..... I am taking a break off of Msn for awhile.. I cause I should probably do that.. I think I am going to go to the OHC this weekend or whenever if there is anything worth going .. I should ask Munky about this shit.. I don't know why I don't ask him about this stuff... I guess he scares me sorta... He is a strange one.. sorta of attracted to that.lol.. go figure with me like a strange person LOL.. (sarcasm).... it will probably end up like alot of my crushes here so far.. it will go away in a week... damn....I wish I could like fall in love with someone here ... I mean I did in manchester.. like wtf.. well I guess I will go I am going to put this same entry in my "my space" so yeah.. bye