Nov 05, 2006 13:17
10 minutes to go on the Popovers I am attempting to bake this morning.
But I am bored and do not know what to do with myself while I wait.
Ben is on the phone or else I would challenge him to more games.
So I am shopping around online for x-mas ideas.
Making a list of people and things.
And I have to start thinking about a card design.
I can't believe I actually have today off :)
Yesterday Ben and I went to the tomb of the unknown soldier. I took photos. I have not been there in probally 10-15 years. I do not ever remember seeing the changing of the guard or the wreath laying ceremony. It was very interesting and yet sad - walking around afterward, amongst the thousands of dead there. Passing gravemarkers for infants with no names. For wives with no names. It all become surreal and overwhelming at the same time.
My biggest fear is death. Sometimes it keeps me up at night. It is the main theme of my dreams as long as I can remember. I do not know if and when I will come to terms with it, or how.