3 hours?

Oct 17, 2006 18:56

Today did not feel very long at all. But I am half here. I do not know what happened but I had some serious nightmares last night. One after another. I grinded my teeth so hard my gums are sore and bloody, and my right side of my jaw really hurts.

I could not tell you what happened in the dreams, only that nothing was good and it would not stop. It was like my brain had something it had to get rid of and no matter how hard I tried to stop it soon as I fell back asleep there I was again. Right where we left off - like a sitcom.

Work started 2 hours late. So I felt like a zombie waiting outside of the store till the manager got there. Turning away customers, recieving my wine orders, sitting on said wine orders, and saving a catapillar from drowning in the rain.

I was the quazi-in-charge person this morning. The most senior there, waiting. Then they day just happened. At some point I went to Popeyes Chicken for lunch and then I found myself home.

I fell asleep on the living room floor soon after getting home. Ben's call woke me up. I remember watching the clouds race across the sky and next thing I know the room is darker and my phone was ringing.

What is my brain doing to me?
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