Aug 15, 2006 20:28
Jackie and I were the last to leave the chapel at the cemetary.
I put two flowers on her white coffin, said goodbye grandma, and then I started to cry and shake pretty bad. Ben helped us both to the car.
I am so glad he was there for me. Words really cannot express how much that meant to me.
All during the viewings it did not seem real- but having to leave the room, knowing they were closing and locking her corpse and that I would never see her again. . . Grandpa played for her at the funeral home before we all left to take her to the church. I still am not sure how he will do. Dad says these next 6 months will be very telling, but I think less - maybe two or three months.