Whats the worst?
Well, I was told, about 45 minutes ago, that Rose wrote me and e-mail, and that if I read it I would be pissed at her. Honestly what kind of e-mail could she write that could piss me off. Maybe she can call me a loser who is wasting his time trying to get a girl that he will never get, big fucking deal, I know this already. I call myself a pathetic fucking loser all the time, and it pisses people off, but you know what, its fucking true. I do not think that anything could piss me off at this point, I am at what they call the bottom of the damn barrel, there is no way but up from here. Actually not true, I have one good thing going for me in my life, and that is my car, which I am going to baby as if it were brand new from now on, no faster than 70 anymore, no more powerbreaking, no more sharp turns, none of it. And as for Rose, if she doesn't want me around, I will dissapear, she will not see me anymore. I will change my routes in school, I will only come visit kelly when I know that Rose isn't there. Fuck everything that is not good in my life. FUCK LOVE most of all!