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[thenervousnet]

I can remember not feeling like this. Today was just a really bad day for me. My new policy has been to be as honest as I possibly can, all of the time. Not that I used to be a great liar about events, mostly just about the way I felt. That included melying to me. But in this new found honestly I have found two things. One is my own misery.

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[ceredwen]

I think right now many people our age are going through a crisis. When we were younger, we thought that by being 20 and older we would automatically become adults, that we would wake up one day and be responsible mature people. We've also been told that to get anywhere in life we have to go to college. The floundering feeling you seem to have is the same one I felt when I decided to join the air force. I felt that I wasn't doing anything, I wasn't where I wanted to be in life, and I had no money for school. I think when we were younger we were lied to when it came to life, it's much harder to get to the place you want to be reguardless of which route you take. Drinking isn't going to help you. In short terms it helps you forget your problems and makes you feel a little bit better, but in long terms it keeps you from being who you want to be, where you want to end up in life. All I can do is tell you all this and hope it strikes a chord in you, don't give up on things now just because they look daunting or impossible. It's because you give up that they are daunting and impossible. Good luck hun.

Ashley