Feeling a bit.....
poo!
Tis rubbish really.
I also forgot my sodding wallet and although I have £19 to last me 3 weeks I still needed to buy something to fucking eat today. Hopefully my mate who sits next to me at work will give me a few squid as I came in ranting I left it all at home. David is such a nice guy man even if he does completly love a girl called Kat (I must admit, she is fit as tho, hehehehe).
God, there is so mich that has happened recently but I don't know if I can / should put it down on here.
I have had such mixed up, screwed up, fucked up feelings recently that have gone back and forth so many times that it is making my head hurt!
Well, lets start with some stuff then go from there!
Actually, this is gonna be a special friends only post so going to make sure I put it on the correct one now!
haha, DONE!
Right, me and Charlotte have broken up. We have been talking about things and I have said that there is no way I am going back unless I am 100% sure I will give it my all and I know exactly how I feel about her as after all the crap we went through when she thought that she didn't love me or could cope with me I just don't want to put her through anythign of the like again.
JESUS, I'm just thinking about all of this now and it has been so long since I put an update down that it really will take me "A Day & A Thousand Years" to put it all down.
What annoying is that I want to write it all down and kinda wanna put it out there but all my feelings are screwed, what I feel one min is not what I feel later. No matter how convinced I am about one thing, a little knock later and I'm the other end of the scale.
I'm starting to see why people call me cryptic, hahahaha. My shit is all over the place, as is my life.
When all is said and done I have been talking to all concerend and trying to let them now exatly how I am feeling.
XxX
Andrew
xXx
PS, Remember, this is a special friends only post. Only you can see it, which means that only we can see the comments too. Please let me know what you think!
(Anyone notice my Walls Of Jericho reference, hehehe)
Tis rubbish really.
I also forgot my sodding wallet and although I have £19 to last me 3 weeks I still needed to buy something to fucking eat today. Hopefully my mate who sits next to me at work will give me a few squid as I came in ranting I left it all at home. David is such a nice guy man even if he does completly love a girl called Kat (I must admit, she is fit as tho, hehehehe).
God, there is so mich that has happened recently but I don't know if I can / should put it down on here.
I have had such mixed up, screwed up, fucked up feelings recently that have gone back and forth so many times that it is making my head hurt!
Well, lets start with some stuff then go from there!
Actually, this is gonna be a special friends only post so going to make sure I put it on the correct one now!
haha, DONE!
Right, me and Charlotte have broken up. We have been talking about things and I have said that there is no way I am going back unless I am 100% sure I will give it my all and I know exactly how I feel about her as after all the crap we went through when she thought that she didn't love me or could cope with me I just don't want to put her through anythign of the like again.
JESUS, I'm just thinking about all of this now and it has been so long since I put an update down that it really will take me "A Day & A Thousand Years" to put it all down.
What annoying is that I want to write it all down and kinda wanna put it out there but all my feelings are screwed, what I feel one min is not what I feel later. No matter how convinced I am about one thing, a little knock later and I'm the other end of the scale.
I'm starting to see why people call me cryptic, hahahaha. My shit is all over the place, as is my life.
When all is said and done I have been talking to all concerend and trying to let them now exatly how I am feeling.
XxX
Andrew
xXx
PS, Remember, this is a special friends only post. Only you can see it, which means that only we can see the comments too. Please let me know what you think!
(Anyone notice my Walls Of Jericho reference, hehehe)