Dammit, I suck.

Nov 06, 2008 22:18

Yes, quite well, but thats not what I mean this time. Too much has happened to go over every detail, so I'll sum things up and hopefully be better from here on out.
KC wound up asking to be my boyfriend. I said, I'm really not great with relationships, because relationships have rules and I suck at rules. He said how about this, you can do whatever you want, as long as you're safe. I finally said, ok, why not.
So, my agent is my boyfriend, I'm doing porn, I'm fucking him and his roommate (his other male porn lead) and not just for shoots, we also fuck for fun, like just now, KC's at work and Shane (his roommate) and I just fucked each others brains out. Best.situation.ever.
Of course, I still get other playmates messaging me and wanting to play, but honestly, between these two awesome guys with amazing cocks, I'm too worn out for anyone else, lol. Well, I'd make an exception for boy_w_chemicals ;)
(Oh-Shane details-22, skinny white boy, 9" uncut cock. He's so yummy I just wanna eat him up.)

Last night we went to a Rodney Moore porn premiere, The Night Of Giving Head. It was great! I met Leslie, one fo the other models, and she was like, "I hope we get some girl on girl scenes together!" I got to shake Rodney's hand and tell him that I hope we get to work together sometime. I wore a dress and crotchless pantyhose and no panties. I got sooo horny. I masturbated in the car on the way to the show when we stopped for something and the guys got out, so I was wet all night. :D And of course when Im walking around all wet and crotchless, it gets me even more horny. :)

We had a meeting a few nights ago with this rich guy who gave us access to $17thou worth of equipment and a great shooting location. Now we just need a monetary investor so we can afford to pay the actors and get started. And I can pay my rent.

Anyway, I will try to keep more on top of things *wink* from now on. Oh! And I will soon have a website for all my lovely fans to see me in full color in all sorts of compromising positions.. ;)
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