I still exist...
Sorry I haven't updated in so long. But at radioactivclown's request, here I am. :)
A lot has happened since my last entry. My cutie boy from up north (don't think I've mentioned him before, but I had a crush on him for 2 years) came down and we had some great sex, then A decided she wanted to join us, even though I said no at first, she talked me into it. Then she stole him out from under me. Literally. So I haven't felt like writing about it. We had a few threesomes before the bottom fell out, and he and I had one more AWESOME one on one. A and BB and I had one more threesome. And then A and P (cutie boy) went to visit her mom for a week and BB came over one last time before heading back to college. That was nice.
I had a party on Sept 9th, found that I enjoy being flogged, as long as it's big thick straps and not little stinging ones, AND VR came to the party and we had sex for HOURS...it was AMAZING..I looked up at one point and the headboard was 5 feet away...we had fucked the bed across the floor, box spring and all (my bed is a box spring and mattress with no frame-the headboard stands up by itself). Then he stopped talking to me again. Asshole. So then I met this adorable 21 year old (CJ) at a club downtown that I am now working at (as does he). We both kind of have the same attitude about not wanting to be tied down and just wanting to play, but had a misunderstanding when he thought I wanted more than that. He actually had the audacity to tell me that the sex wasn't that great. No one has ever told me that before. At least he told me I gave fabulous head. I was like "Thank you!, I have been waiting for you to tell me that for DAYS. I mean, I know it, but it's nice to hear" But he said the reason for the sex not being mindblowing was that when we met he looked at me as a friend and not as some random chick he wanted to fuck. So it's good and bad I think. Bad because I know if he gave me the chance to, I could blow his mind, but good because I feel like our friendship is more important than random chicks to fuck. I just like when we're, like, partners in crime. Did I mention he's bi? GAWD I dig bi guys. So I think he likes that I can check out chicks with him and I like that he can check out guys with me. It rocks.
Oh and CB came over the other day. Apparently his gf found a sexy email he wrote to me and she kicked him out. He wants to get her back, but he still wants to see me. But said that if he did get her back, we would have to stop seeing each other. Yeah right. For a little while maybe, but he's addicted to my kisses. :) I also found out that he hasn't been seeing anyone else since seeing me. That tripped me out a little. I never asked, because frankly, I didn't care. But I wanted to know so that I could get a better grasp on his current situation.
So theres my update, in a nutshell. Talked to FYPM a couple times, but we haven't managed to get together in a month or two.
On the rag this week, FUCKING SUCKS, cuz CJ and Stevie (a hot chick whos really fuckin cool) and her bf Adam are all here and if I wasn't on the rag I mighta gotten *some* kind of play last night.
Haven't had sex since CJ, one week ago tonight. Bleh. Need period to be over. Need to get laid.
A lot has happened since my last entry. My cutie boy from up north (don't think I've mentioned him before, but I had a crush on him for 2 years) came down and we had some great sex, then A decided she wanted to join us, even though I said no at first, she talked me into it. Then she stole him out from under me. Literally. So I haven't felt like writing about it. We had a few threesomes before the bottom fell out, and he and I had one more AWESOME one on one. A and BB and I had one more threesome. And then A and P (cutie boy) went to visit her mom for a week and BB came over one last time before heading back to college. That was nice.
I had a party on Sept 9th, found that I enjoy being flogged, as long as it's big thick straps and not little stinging ones, AND VR came to the party and we had sex for HOURS...it was AMAZING..I looked up at one point and the headboard was 5 feet away...we had fucked the bed across the floor, box spring and all (my bed is a box spring and mattress with no frame-the headboard stands up by itself). Then he stopped talking to me again. Asshole. So then I met this adorable 21 year old (CJ) at a club downtown that I am now working at (as does he). We both kind of have the same attitude about not wanting to be tied down and just wanting to play, but had a misunderstanding when he thought I wanted more than that. He actually had the audacity to tell me that the sex wasn't that great. No one has ever told me that before. At least he told me I gave fabulous head. I was like "Thank you!, I have been waiting for you to tell me that for DAYS. I mean, I know it, but it's nice to hear" But he said the reason for the sex not being mindblowing was that when we met he looked at me as a friend and not as some random chick he wanted to fuck. So it's good and bad I think. Bad because I know if he gave me the chance to, I could blow his mind, but good because I feel like our friendship is more important than random chicks to fuck. I just like when we're, like, partners in crime. Did I mention he's bi? GAWD I dig bi guys. So I think he likes that I can check out chicks with him and I like that he can check out guys with me. It rocks.
Oh and CB came over the other day. Apparently his gf found a sexy email he wrote to me and she kicked him out. He wants to get her back, but he still wants to see me. But said that if he did get her back, we would have to stop seeing each other. Yeah right. For a little while maybe, but he's addicted to my kisses. :) I also found out that he hasn't been seeing anyone else since seeing me. That tripped me out a little. I never asked, because frankly, I didn't care. But I wanted to know so that I could get a better grasp on his current situation.
So theres my update, in a nutshell. Talked to FYPM a couple times, but we haven't managed to get together in a month or two.
On the rag this week, FUCKING SUCKS, cuz CJ and Stevie (a hot chick whos really fuckin cool) and her bf Adam are all here and if I wasn't on the rag I mighta gotten *some* kind of play last night.
Haven't had sex since CJ, one week ago tonight. Bleh. Need period to be over. Need to get laid.